RABbit

December 2011

2011-12-21T11:23:00.001-08:00

I was thinking.. Senangkan hidup kalaw tak amek tau hal org? Aman je.. X perlu geram, risau, marah,jeles dan macam2 lagi.. How I wish I can be like that. Hmm...

Apape pon...
It has been a splendid December holiday for me! I went to alot of places, try new things, meet new friends, expriencing a whole lot of fun and lively world! Wow..

First stop Pesantren Kilat 3! What a lively spiritual camp! Love the camp n e people so much. I went there as a facilitator but I mixed alot with e participants, runners n excos until I couldn't differentiate myself with e rest! It was an 8 days camp at Mejid Sembawang! Longer time spent made us closer. I love e Ustadz, Ust. Ahmad Mohd Jamalullail, who conducted the event. N not to forget Ustadz Zahid our favourite Qaseedah teacher. Love them all. I hope I won't be separated and become strangers to my santris and mates at the camp. We have been keeping in touch through fb n whatsapp so far. Alhamdulillah..

Right after e camp, 2 days after, we had an outing. We played bowling. Our, the excos, runners and facilitators' retreat. Huhu. They even have layed out some plans for future reunion. I hope the plan will work out. Aameen. Missing all of them.

Then few days later.... Ready for Cherebon Trip! This was whr I tried new things such as horse riding, paddle on a motorcycle, Ride on Beca ,waking up to a cold breeze and cooling weather and living in a nice, wealthy house and knowing a welcoming and rich person, Tante Handiyani. I even learnt my own language, Javanese. I tried indonesia most popular food, Mee Bakso. Knowing my mates more. Getting close with them. Enjoyed taking nice pictures with beautiful sceneries, laughters, jokes and even got to listen to an Opera live by Indah! Braem's sister! Wowwowow! Some santris at e pesantren have become my friends in fb. I can't believe that even a pesantren student has fb account and has uploaded our pics to her profile. Alhamdulillah.. I enjoyed each and every meaningful memories I had this December!

And now what I am up to is convocation video. Must be ready in 8 days time. Shush! K must get to work asap. Allah please help me.

Cycling with PU2/2011 is oncoming. InshaAllah.

If you read e above paragraphs, they are full with leisures, fun and freedom. That means no more after this. Must get to work and ready to find new job. And I already have gotten one in Ghufran inshaAllah. Do some teachings. After that ill be able to read kitabs with fellow teachers. And can also attend some talks at mosques and finally do some preparations for University Intake in August. InshaAllah in Allah's will everything is possible. Allah Allah Allah.... I miss getting close to you in tholibil 'ilm. Allah.... I need you in my life... Ighfir lii zhunubii ya Allah.. Bibarakati Habibinaa Muhammad sallaAllahu'alaihi wasallam Ya Allah....

Astaghfirullaahal 'Aaazhim.....
Astaghfirullaahal 'Aazhim.......
Astaghfirullaahal 'Aaazhim....u

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HUJAN turun ke seluruh BUMI Allah..

2011-11-13T10:14:00.001-08:00

hello semua..ni dah pukul 2 pagi tapi mata belom dapat dikejamkan..hmm...sejak kebelakangan ni rasa diri asek nak pitam je... asal eh? penat sngt ke? atau kurang makan?? hmm.. Smpi talk Ustadz Dr Fatris Bakaram pon tak dapat hadir... hmm.. sedih2...pastu alhamdulillah getting better till today....tadi pagi plak gi epi laut ngn fam. Br nk kua berkelah hujan pon turun... jadilah perkelahan dalam kereta... yang penting tepi laut... hujan lebat sangat2! tak payah abah cuci kereta.. huhu...sekali malam ni... budak2 Mesir post yang Mesir hujan.... alhamdulillah.... n'imat ni..hari ni diri rasa macam2... hmm.... happy, sedih, bershukur, pelik, semangat, marah, menyesal, besalah dan seribu satu rasalah.... hmmm...... help me......Rab x tau na gi blaja kat ane... Rase macam dah tau... tapi takut niat salah.. nanti apa yang dicita2kan x dapat.. Na'uzuillah.... Ya Allah.... Kau redhoilah niat hamba mu ini... Moga niat ini beol mengikut jalan mu ya Allah...........banyk nak cakap tapi siapa yang nak gi bacakan panjang2... Moga Allah meredhoi kehidupan kita di dunia dan akhirat inshaAllah.. Aaameen.. :) Salam.......

2011-11-04T07:36:00.000-07:00

Sekolah lagi 3 hari je bukak. sedih kan? hmm.. Hari ni dah jmpe satu wadah untuk stay in touch ngn pu2 banat. alhamdulillah..

saya takut sngt dngn result yg akan saya dpt nnt... inshaAllah kheir.....

semalam Rab fikir nk ubah fikiran.. ingt nk gi blja kat...... hmmm...harap2 ini keputusan yang btol dan tepat.. Allah ma'ii..

wow bnyk sggh activity time cuti ni.. bila nk start keje eh? tahun depan inshaAllah bila jadi graduan AlJunied nak mengajar kt mejid2.. :) n nk ajar pelajar prau 2/2012.. inshaAllah... :)

fiqh was doable

2011-10-26T20:14:00.001-07:00

Alhamdulillah todays paper was doable. InshaAllah hoping for the best. I hope to improve. Yesterday I was frustrated to see him liking her post. Urgh menyampah! So yesterday I learnt to be exclusive. Jngn kejar orang. Biar orang kejar kita. Juz think dat you are too exclusive to be after somebody. So moral of the story, you are what you think you are. But again Allah is the greatest. :)

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rindu

2011-10-26T06:19:00.001-07:00

My sister is having her maths paper tomorrow. Suddenly I remembered the times I did my maths revisions at McD with him. He said I did it fast and he was looking when I completed a question. I missed those moments. I miss o-lvl and his presence.
Jus now I woke up after having a nightmare about tahajjud cinta. Wow ustadz Shauqi naik krete cari Seri kat rumah Sholah.. Baik pe.... Sampai tebawak mimpi. I woke up n realised afiah was watching the video and it cud be that I heard the music and started to dream of it. Haha. Miss miss miss miss miss.

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FYE in MAA

2011-10-23T09:33:00.000-07:00

Salam..Esok dah mula fye for the final lap in MAA.Suddenly i feel like giving up..Is it worth to do tht?For the final round?No Rab no....The thing is i'm afraid of the outcomes.I need to learn to relax and study for the sake of 'ilm not marks...Ya Allah... Help me....These days, i've been missing someone who is far from me....That person i know will always ask me to buck up and do all out for the final round..but unfortunately he isn't....okay now i have a confession..i slacked badly this semester...and i'm dependant on my fye to maintain my percentage..and the worst part.. i'm not sure whether i still can depend on that... hmmm.Apape pon.... All the best Rab...Good luck everyone.....Tc!Salam~

ilmu agama

2011-10-08T08:23:00.000-07:00

• Musim Bunga
Aslmkm.. Saya lagi dan kali ini bukan topic 'KELAB ISTERI TAAT' ya.. hehe

menuntut ilmu itu wajib bagi semua muslim dan muslimah. :)

bismillaahirrohmaanirrohiim..
...
boleh tidak jika saya berpendapat bahawa 'u'lum dinniyah(akhlak, tauhid, tarikh, nahu..) LEBIH AFDHAL (BUKAN JANGAN) jika tidak dipelajarinya dalam bentuk imtihan(seperti di madrasah) manakala 'ulum dunyawiyyah ( seperti science, mathematics, english, geography, commerce...) pula boleh dilakukan demikian?

hujjah saya:
saya merasa demikian kerana jika ulum dinniyah dipelajari dalam bentuk imtihan, besar kemungkinan niat untuk ingin menuntutnya kerana ilmu dan amal kurang. ia lebih difokuskan untuk 'pass' atau 'score' untuk imtihan. dan ini akan menyebabkan pelajar lupa secara mendadak akan ilmu tersebut dan akhirnya tidak mengamalkannya. bagi sesiapa yang kuat pula ingatannya, mungkin tidak lupa tapi pengamalannya kurang. tapi bagi sesiapa yang dapat mengingati dan mengamalkannya, alhamdulillah, saya ucapkan tahniah kepada anda. :)

** namun saya TIDAK mengatakan ia tidak harus dipelari. jangan salah anggap.

solusi no. 1:
ilmu2 diniyah ini memang harus terus dituntut tetapi dalam bentuk halaqah/kelas dan halaqah2 ini harus sering diadakan. dan tidak diakhiri dengan imtihan ataupun 'examination'. ini kerana dahulu sahabat2 dan ulama juga menggunakan cara ini untuk menuntut ilmu. dan ia seperti yang kita ma'lum AMAT 'EFFECTIVE'.

mungkin ada yang merasakan ia tidak lagi sesuai dilakukan bila dilihat pada ‘context’ zaman sekarang. bagi saya pendapat ini ada betulnya tetapi ia juga harus ditinjau semula.

(peringatan: apa yang ada di bawah ini(&) harus di'revise' semula kerana sumbernya belum lagi dipastikan kesahihannya)

&:
okay seperti yang saya ma'lum system pelajaran masa kini adalah system yang diterapkan oleh kaum yahudi. mungkin ini kerana mereka melihat ia effective untuk ilmu2 yang mereka pelajari(tentu sekali ilmu yang berkaitan dengan dunia dan bukan ilmu agama) sistem ini ialah seperti yang kita lihat sekarang.

primary level, secondary level, preu level, university level(BA, MA, PhD)
dan diakhiri semuanya dengan 'examination'.

fenomina ini tidak terjadi dalam system pembelajaran Islam dahulu. Tiada ‘limit’ dalam menuntut ilmu. Tetapi yang lebih ingin saya fokuskan adalah mempelajari ilmu agama dalam bentuk imtihan.Bagi saya ilmu agama kurang sesuai dipelajari dalam bentuk ini. Ia tidak berbentuk ‘dawam’ dan kekal hasilnya.

manakala ulum duyawiyyah pula saya lihat ia lebih 'effective' dengan cara begini(imtihan) dan membuahkan hasil seperti yang kita lihat di mana2 polytechnics/college/universities di Singapura. Jadi saya tidak ingin mempertikaikan apa2.

Solusi no. 2:
Pelajar mempelajari ulum duniyawiyah secukupnya(yang membolehkan dia memasuki universiti2 di Singapura) dan menghadiri kelas2 atau halaqah2 ilmu2 agama di hari yang sama. Diterapkan akhlaq, pengenalan kepada Allah, fiqh, ilmu bahasa arab yang berbagai, pengenalan isi alquran dan penghafalannya, tafsir dll di halaqah2 yang berlainan yang dipilih pelajar itu sendiri. Dan dimestikan pengambilan subjek2 ini. Ini lebih kepada tarbiyah jiwa pelajar yang dilalaikan oleh media zaman ini. Keduanya boleh diletakkan di dalam jadual waktu sekolah harian.
Dengan ini kedua2 guru2 bidang ukhrawi dan akademik diperlukan.

**Persoalannya:
1. Adakah tujuan examination adalah sebagai pendorong pelajar itu mempelajari ‘ilmu agama’? Jika ya, dari segi apakah system halaqah tanpa examination ini dapat mendorong seseorang pelajar menghadirinya?
2. Bagaimanakah kita ingin menukar pembelajaran Islam daripada system EXAMINATION kepada system HALAQAH yang berterusan tanpa examination ini jika pada akhirnya Pusat2 Islam sendiri melihat kepada ‘certificate’.
Tetapi saya ma’lum mengapa ia dilakukan seperti demikian. Ini kerana kurangnya mereka yang boleh diyakini ilmunya tanpa melihat pengiktirafan yang diberikan kepadanya. atau juga 'procedure'. Hmm..
(mungkin pembaca boleh memberikan pendapat dalam persoalan saya ini yang belum lagi terjawab).

**Akhir sekali tujuan saya tidak lain dan tidak bukan hanya ingin melihat pelajar2 madrasah kita menjadi seorang doctor, juru terbang, arkitek dll yang ‘aalim dalam kedua2 ilmu dunia dan akhirat. Saya pasti jika cara ini diterapkan, pelajar2 Madrasah menjadi kebanggaan masyarakat islam dan lainnya di Singapura. Kerana alim dalam kedua bidang. Seorang doctor yang hafiz, seorang arkitek yang mahir berbahasa arab dll.
Mungkin ada yang merasakan pelajar2 ini akan mengetahui ilmu dunia lebih daripada ilmu agama.

Solusi no. 3:
Inilah peranan guru2 agama meng’effective’kan halaqah2 atau kelas2 itu. Bagi saya ia bukan sesuatu yang mudah tetapi Allah telah berjanji bagi sesiapa yang menjayakan agamanya, Allah pasti menjayakannya. InshaAllah ilmu yang disampaikan ‘effective’ sekali kerana Allah yang meng’effective’kannya.
Wallahu a’alam....

Pendapat anda amat saya nantikan. :)

Daripada Ali r.a berkata, telah bersabda Rasulullah sallallaahu'alaihi wassalam: Orang yang paling baik itu adalah orang yang alim. Jika ia diperlukan maka ia akan memberi manfaat kepada orang lain. dan jika ia tidak diperlukan maka dia mencukupkan dirinya sendiri(tidak menyusahkan orang lain). -hadis riwayat Razain.

Wassalam..

2011-05-17T06:41:00.000-07:00

i thought it was easy for me. but no i was wronged. it was easy when i had a lot of distractions. not for now. i'm free like a flying bird.

2011-05-16T22:14:00.000-07:00

the more i want to forget you the more you kept hanging around with my batch. urgh! then how am i supose to forget you??????? you r not helping me at all.

2011-05-01T09:26:00.000-07:00

as days passed by i see myself internally stronger....
i know this has never happenned to me before....
i won't be dependant anymore..
i've promised myself... whatever happened i won't be sad anymore...
whatever i hear, i see, i know i won't let myself gt affected...

Allah is the only place for me to depend on..
whatever he has showed me is the best...
i will never try to do things by myself without asking Allah for help...
Allah knows whats best for me thrfore i dnt need to decide what's best for myself..

Thank you Allah for giving me the strength to endure with the most challenging thing my heart is dealing with... I need to be strong for the rest of my life.. until Mr Right who You has chosen for me Allah, appears...

Hope Mr. Right will do whatever it takes to win my heart.. Aaameen..

Allahu A'alam..

WILL ALWAYS BE STRONG INSHAALLAH.. AAAMEEN..

2011-04-03T04:59:00.001-07:00

hijrahku ke tampines dan bedok tidak akan berakhir.........haha

2011-04-03T04:14:00.000-07:00

ana 'abdun faqirun...
'aathishun bimaghfiroti Ilahi....

2011-03-15T23:28:00.000-07:00

Do we believe in YAUMIL QIYAMAH?

why do alot of people making sins nowadays without any fear in their face?

the worst part is that we are being hypnotized by their actions till we are unable to tell whether they are right or wrong...

or even after we knew that they are wrong we couldn't resist them??.. what is this disaster?

Allah... Allah... Allah....

1stly i'm thinking that qiamah is coming... we are the last ummah.... there is no way there is another ummah after us...

Rasulullah saw was the last prophet... previously Allah sent 1 prophet after another for every ummah that lives in this world... but for this ummah there will be no more prophet after Rosulullah saw... Who's going to remind us then about the last day? who's going to remind us to go back and worship Allah???

Of course Ar-Rosul saw left us with the QURAN and SUNNAH... Hold on to them you will never go astray...

then why do alot of people still filling in their time entertaining themselves with worldly life? have they studied the QURAN? or SUNNAH? Or at least try to read them and finish them all?

maybe because they thought that death is still far away?.... or maybe the Last Day will not happen in their century......

Allah...... What happened in Japan has shown us how weak we are as human being......

we need to keep reminding each other of the last day.... Allah...... He's the one and only GOD.. Worship him!......

Allah has given us numerous opportunities to realise our mistakes...... Return to him and ask for his taubah.......

get back to AL-Quran and Sunnah..... READ THEM, UNDERSTAND THEM, LEARN MORE ABOUT THEM...

they are the only 2 things that are left for us.... no more Rosul will come and save us after this....... show your love to Allah by following Rosulullah saw....

Brothers and Sisters in Islam... it's because of the love i have for all of u that i am sharing with you all this.... i am definitely reminding myself too.....

Do you remember what Nabi Muhammad saw has done for us through out his life?... all the hardships he went through?... for who?? for us.... so that we as his ummah will get the message of Islam.....

Are we going to preserve all the efforts by doing what we are doing right now??? by wasting our life for this world? no right?....

remember.... this world is for sure just TEMPORARY..... Our ultimate aim is JANNAH! we are going to live there FOREVER!!

so what do we do now???? of course to collect as much PAHALA as possible so that we have enough credits to enter Jannah......

do every single thing SINCERELY for ALLAH.... OUR GOD......

DO YOU KNOW WHY YOU STUDY ARABIC IN SCHOOL???

of course not for O-level... not for examss..... or even shahadah takhorruj....

it's purely for you to understand the quran..... other elements will come next....

do study for the right thing....... FOR ALLAH'S RELIGION.....

WHAT DO YOU DO AFTER THIS??

1STLY: take care of your SALAH...... the 5 times prayer....

that is the pole of OUR religion....

1 important thing you need to have during sholah is KHUSHU'...

IMAGINE YOU ARE STANDING IN FRONT OF ALLAH...

BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE ACTUALLY FACING HIM.....

CLEAR YOUR MINDS FROM UNNECESSARY THOUGHTS.........

INSHAALLAH 1 DAY YOU WILL FINALLY FEEL IT....

2NDLY: SOLAT TAHAJJUD......

DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS SOLAT TAHAJJUD?

IT'S THE TIME WHEN YOU ARE ALONE WITH ALLAH....

IT'S YOUR PRIVATE TIME WITH HIM.....

DON'T YOU WANT TO HAVE THAT OPPORTUNITY ONCE IN YOUR LIFETIME?

so...... DO IT....

3RDLY: YOU NEED TO RESPECT PEOPLE..

ESPECIALLY YOUR PARENTS......

BECAUSE THEIR DOAS ARE POWERFUL.....

YOU MIGHT NOT SEE THEM NOW......

AND BE REMINDED THAT THE WAY YOU TREAT YOUR PARENTS WILL BE THE WAY YOUR CHILD/REN TREAT/S YOU IN THE FUTURE....

4THLY: DO EVERYTHING WITH CLEAR INTENTIONS... AND THE BEST INTENTION IS TO DO IT FOR ALLAH....

5TH: TAKE CARE OF YOUR AKHLAQ BECAUSE THAT IS PURPOSE ALLAH SEND DOWN OUR PROPHET MUHAMMAD saw.

LASTLY: IF YOU WANT TO BE SUCCESSFUL IN THIS WORLD, ASK YOURSELF WILL I BE THIS SUCCESSFUL IN THE AKHIROH? BE SUCCESSFUL IN BOTH....

And there are many more good things you can do after this... like zikrullah, sodaqoh, giving advice, sholawah for Rosulullah and many more..

I know....... it is easy to say than do.... but when are we going to stop making all this excuses?

sit down and think about it.... did i spend more time doing things for this world or akhiroh?.. did i spend more time thinking of people or ALLAH?... return to Allah before it's too late.......

you will never know when ANGEL IZROIL WILL COME AND TAKE AWAY YOUR LIVES....

MAY ALLAH ENDS US IN HUSNUL KHOTIMAH... aaameenn....

Lastly whenever you are having fun try to think of Allah...... does ALLAH redho with my actions??.... if you are not sure about it, leave it.. you will never be at LOST. TRUST ME... We'll see the result in the hereafter......

people tend to make mistakes... we are weak creatures.. nobody is perfect.... but whenever we've made mistakes don't repeat the same mistakes..... Allah Al-Ghoffur... but remember Allah AL-'Adl... Those who do good WILL BE REWARDED.. and those who do bad will DEFINITELY be punished... don't misunderstood Allah's names.... PEOPLE TEND TO FORGET THIS PART AND TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ALLAH'S NAME AS AL'GHOFFUR..

AllahU A'ALAM...

بِسْمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحْمَٰنِ الرَّحِيمِ

1. وَالْعَصْرِ

2. إِنَّ الْإِنْسَانَ لَفِي خُسْرٍ

3. إِلَّا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا وَعَمِلُوا الصَّالِحَاتِ وَتَوَاصَوْا بِالْحَقِّ وَتَوَاصَوْا بِالصَّبْرِ

1. By Al-'Asr (the time).

2. Verily! Man is in loss,

3. Except those who believe (in Islâmic Monotheism) and do righteous good deeds, and recommend one another to the truth (i.e. order one another to perform all kinds of good deeds (Al-Ma'rûf)which Allâh has ordained, and abstain from all kinds of sins and evil deeds (Al-Munkar)which Allâh has forbidden), and recommend one another to patience (for the sufferings, harms, and injuries which one may encounter in Allâh's Cause during preaching His religion of Islâmic Monotheism or Jihâd, etc.).

Sorry for any mistakes that i've done.

Ana 'abdun dho'ifun...

Assalamu'laikum wr.wb.

2011-01-27T03:44:00.000-08:00

hola i'm back.... 2011 has been a busy year for me..
so.... what has changed?

basically nothing much... besides hvg mre assignments... i feel more at peace this year compared to last year.... everything went smoothly as planned... Alhamdulillah...

i still complain about some stuff i'm a human being afterall... la haula wala quwwata illa billahil aliyil 'aazim...

but this year's resolution i'm still holding on to it... inshaAllah.... alumuur bimaqosidihaaa.... we can do anything as long as the intention is good, abiding with Islamic laws, Allah will definitely show us the way...... almuhim an nakuuna mukhlisiina lillahi wahidul qohhar......

subhanallah... ma ajmalad diina...

i'm keeping this feeling.... i know it can wait for the right time... the time will surely come....

now imroving self zhohiron wa bathinan is the right and of course the core subject in my life right now...

laallalaalah yajalunaa minan najihin.... aameen...

Salam..

2010-11-24T08:39:00.000-08:00

so i had started tutoring last Tuesday. it turned out my student's house is opposite mine. hehe. senang nyer... esok aja lg.. fuh twice a week must be tiring right? but every session only 1 and a half hour... should be okay inshaAllah... i got a very friendly primary 1 girl who welcomed me with a pleasant smile on her face and a packet of sweets. very cute right? hee.i think i am lucky to get a bright kid like her. cepat tangkap. alhamdulillah. easy to teach. hehe.

so tomorrow i'll be sending Ridhwan off to Syria. someone must be in depair right now. haha. kesian.. naseb baik ade lagi satu pengubat hati. haha.

klah. that's all i think. i just wish that we'll be happy always. Aaameen.

tc readers.

2010-11-22T06:10:00.000-08:00

yup..

as you guys can see we are in good term now..
hope it will last... i don't know... the fights kept on repeating again and again...
i hope this will be e the last... no more mistakes.. enough of quarrelling...
relationships are build to understand each other better and learn from each other's mistakes...
so we both know our mistakes and hope we've learnt from it...
really hope that we can improve this tie every single day we'll go through together...

but still i know that for now studies come first before anything.. and i really going to do my best in it... and i also want to be a better person every single day.. so i hope u will always be there to give me moral supports.. and of course i wud be happier if you too have the same intention as me... don't worry.. i won't force you.. cos i know that one day you too will do the same... it's in you AHA... i know... to become a better person was always be part of your mission.. i have faith in you... i wil wait.. i will wait till the day comes....

so.... today ITMAJ and Angklunites pu 2 2010 have been treated to dine in Sakura @ Downtown East.. Yummy! i love Sakura Buffet.. wee~ i like! so we had a great day today!! thanks mai, nisa, huda, ayun and sufi for the surprise Birthday gift for the 12 of us... we love it!! so much!!!!! thanks100x.... may Allah bless all of you for your kind doing... Aaameen..

and yeah.. lastly... i think i will move forward everyday with a positive mind... InshaAllah... may Allah show me and you to the clearest and righteous path of IMAN... Aaameen.....

Ibrahim, you're a great leader and partner... looking forward to work together with you and not forgetting the rest of the team.. had a wonderful short meeting with Tchr Nana, Ustadz Zakir and Tchr Mumtaz right after our meals just now... i gained a bit of the confident after sitting there with them... Alhamdulillah...

tomorrow i'll be teaching an Irshad student tomorrow for the first time. kinda nervous but nvm.. inshaAllah kheir... :)

fi a'unillahi a'la dawam....

wassalam...

2010-11-19T20:05:00.000-08:00

now. i've learnt how to play hard to get. wee~

k.. i'm accepting the fact that next year i'm gg to be the head of Itmaj girls.
eventhough i'm stil not that confident that i will do great but still i'm accepting it.
thanks mai and nisa for giving me the support.

mai, nisa and zera.. to me, you guys are also the leaders. so it won't be just me who will make decisions. you also got your say. okay? let's leave the rest to Allah. InshaAllah we're going to do great with the help of the other team members. aaamiin.. and not forgetting our mentors. other team members from 2010.

so this monday there'll be a meeting before makan2 at 11am. and i can't wait for the makan2! woohoo!

man...... i'm scared to face my competitive class next year.... all of them are freaking studious.. argh!! but at least igot sheikh Hanifah's books so heh the barakah is there.. haha.. he said that the book is clean and clear... but i said nvm.. i like it that way... :) thanks nifa..

so..... i got 2 students at 1 time. alhamdulillah... but i have problem with the fee that i'm gg to charge them. my dad won't let me charge lesser than the usual rate... ayya.. very hard uh if you get a father who runs a tuition centre.. he knows everything man.. my dad says nvm.. gaduh dulu... kk.. of course i will lsten to him.. nk gaduh ni.... haiyak.... dush! haha.

so... ape lg... klah. nnt2 je. daa~

aslmkm.. :)

2010-11-13T20:01:00.000-08:00

i need to work!!!
but i'm a bit choosy.
i only want to work as a tutor.
i don't like working long hours and get very little pay. hmph. wasting time. to me lah..
so... i need to find students!!

anyone wants me? haha.

so... every single day i feel like tomorrow thr be something. something that make me worry. this must be due to O- lvl' phobia syndrome..
currently i'm reading this one book with the title -SCIENCE & QURAN.
i like it.. it actualy explains why hudud is a must or both married and unmarried zani and zaniah scientifically.. this kind of things that i love most about Islam.. hee.

so... i didn't get to join my beloved Itmaj' outing yesteerday but i hope tthere will be another outing next time..

i can't wait to go for swimming again!! just keep swimming~ hee.

so on the 18th will be the class outing! woohoo! i can't wait for the fun! i don't care about the place as long as i have fun that's good enough.

so... hmmmmm.. my pp8 is low... so sorry to those i didnt reply their msg.. :( inshaAllah i'll top up soon. maybe tomorrow. wee~

and dear you...
i hope that we will last forever..
since you are serious with this relationship and willing to do all those things that i"ve told you for me..
i will definitely be serious too.
and i hope i won't regret with this decision that i have made.
i will try my very best to be a better person in your eyes and i hope for the same thing from you.. :)

so i'm going to move out from this house soon.. where will i be staying? secret. :p

teaching is a great thing to do.. you will feel the satisfaction when your student understand whatever you have taught them and answer correctly in exams. haha. i like. hope i'll get at least 3 students asap.

daa~

RABMH

2010-11-13T05:42:00.000-08:00

This year.. so many things happened in my life.

wow.. Alhamdulillah.. Ya Allah.. Life really is a learning journey. u pick up everything and learn it one by one.

Alhamdulillah.. Allah still gives me the chance to share what i've learnt this year here, at my blog.

1st thing 1st I've learnt that Allah loves his servants so much, that he gave his servants numerous number of chances to turn back to him, run to him and repent the mistakes that his servant has done. Yes don't say that you never get the chance. Allah has given each and everyone of us 24 hrs a day to think of what we have done all these while. but typical human beings. just like what Allah says in the Quran in surah Al-A'sr Chp: 103 Vrs: 101.

I've also learnt that despite getting lots of advices from the people around me, it is still depend on me whether to change or not. and it is NOT easy. When i think about it many things around us led us to the Creator, but we, ignorant creatures, never want to see properly and listen to the call of God.. Allah has always been there, but all we care about is not him but the worldly life and the entertainments that will in the end, bring us far from him..

As a teenager, i also go through what other teenagers do.. and every single time, i tried to step into teenage world, the Adventure World, trying or own new things, be in love with the opposite gender and be socilize with alot of people, there's one good thing that has always distract me and keep me close to the right path. it is my interest. What is this interest?

Da'wah. i know that one day i will be giving da'wah, may it be publicly or just as simple as a muslimah to other muslim brothers and sisters, or inshaAllah if i become a mother, da'wah to my child/ren or even a wife who will always keep reminding her husband to Allah, these are also da'wah.

these are the things that have made me hesitate to go on entering the teenage adventure world. i know that this thypical teenage world will mostly brings you to the wrong things. i've entered it, but i know it's never too late to turn around n get myself out. it's like you just missed a U-turn and not continuing your way to find another one which will be further away, and reversing instead to the U-turn. why i don't continue and find the further one? cos i'm afraid that i will meet with an accident and didn't get the chance to U-turn at all.

why da'wah stops me from continuing my journey to the further U-turn?

just imagine if i failed to find the next U-turn? what will happen to me? nobody can help me. and the similarly if i've entered this world and create bad names who will listen to me? who will take the advive i give them? yes they say that you look at what a person is saying and not the person himself, but as human beings, naturally we will start to compare the person and whatever he is saying. if they do not match we will tend to ignore his sayings or maybe we tke it and show less respect to him. and that's what i do not wish to happen to me. i want to tell good stories about me to my children. i want them to take me as their role models and most importantly i want to do da'wah with positive impression others have on me.. that's mainly one of the reason that restricts me.

there are several other reasons. life has shown me the sweetness of Iman. This year i was involved in a programme that can make you close to Allah. ESQ is an organisation that is doing da'wah and invite other people to return to Islam. in my view this programme is effective to most people who took part in it.

but as an imperfect human being, i got influenced by the things around me and forgot everything that has been taught to me during this programme. again i neglected my religion. then Allah called me again by sending many souls, reminding me, giving good advices and i still neglected my religion.
so i tried sit and think why i kept neglecting my duty as a muslimah, then someone told me, Al-Iman yazid wa yanqus. so that is when i realise going to the right path, it's not easy unless you keep your iman itself strong. Iman is the most important thing to keep you away from this world's entertainment.

all you need to do is to keep reminding yourself of him, Allah the almighty. Remember Allah, Allah will remember you.

but how do I do that??? that's the hardest thing to do in this modern world where entertainments kept advancing and increase temptations. how??

since the media is the main source of entertainment, use it as an advantage. i'm sure all of you know this website, youtube.com. go and find any source that will increase your iman. for eg. type islam and search. a video will lead you to another and more interesting ones.. you don't believe me? do it then.

facebook? hmm.. i also got a facebook account but this social network has always be an advantage for me. everything depends on you. don't let it control you. are u that easy to be controlled? prove that u r not. okay?

alhamdulillah.. i found some of the sheikhs that gave good preaches in youtube. they are Sheikh Ahmad Deedat. Dr. Zakir Naik and there others. listen to what they are trying to deliver. the messages are significant. i love them all.

there are many kinds of entertainments. i know it is really hard to put aside all these things. let me tell you this. i do understand. cos until now i can't guaranty that i am sinless. all i know that everyday i'm not excuse from creating new sins. but as long as i keep trying i don't think it will be a waste. keep trying to be a better person. that's what we should do. as muslims today has to be better than yesterday.. do that.

but don't wait until it's too late. one thing we are aware that this world is alredy old enough. Qiamah or the day of judgement is near. read surah An-nasr chpt: 110 vrs: 603. r u waiting for that day to come then you will eager to join the group? return to Allah as soon as possible. don't wait. you will never regret it later.

do your know that Islam is growing at a very fast pace in the world? watch the video at Youtube. search in google. you will surely find out. but what are we waiting for? are we just going to sit back and relax? no... improve ourselves. be somebody.

Iqra'. that's what Allah says in surah Al-A'laq chapt: 96 vrs: 597 . that means READ. Allah us ask to read, not story books that will only improve our language but the Quran witth Tafsir, the Hadith with the explainations. if you don't understand do ask those who knows. and never make your own intepratations, u might be wrong.

whatever knowledge you learn, study it carefully with Allah in mind. what i mean by that is always remember that everything comes from him. when you got talents, that are actually a test for you. A test of Iman. Use every single knowledge u have wisely. And be aware that Allah knows every single steps you take. u will be ask in the day of judgement. so do good, you will be reward. and if you don't punishment shall awaits. Nau'zubillah.

May we be among the chosen ones for Allah's religion. InshaAllah. Aaamiin.. May Allah bless us.

Salam..

2010-10-09T22:01:00.000-07:00

Harapan hanya tinggal harapan..
Tiada siapa yang peduli.
Si Dia hanyalah tinggal kenangan..
Kenangan yang terindah buatku....

AHA kau lah Cinta Pertama ku dan ku masih mengharapkan yang Terakhir jua....
Jagalah diri mu..

Salam Sayang,
Rabiatul Adawiyah M.H.

2010-09-28T06:10:00.000-07:00

walaw..
cannot forget man the 10 months.
kk. i know that today i'm officially over him in terms of feelings.
but the memories kept coming back..
tchr Zul advice must be applied..
i hope these memories are mangable.

Ya Allah..
kuat kan lah keimanan hamba pada mu.
agar ku yakin dengan qodo' dan qodar mu ya Allah..

Allah has plans for me.
i believe in it.

ya Allah..
mungkin perpisahan ini akan membawa kebaikan buat dirinya dan diriku.
Aaamiin..

hanya satu ku pinta..
ku tidak ingin bermusuhan.
terimalah kuu sebagai kawan.

i appreciate relationships.
so i don't favour hatreds or enemies.
i don't wanna sound desperate to be your friend.
but i can't deny that the thought of having someone who hates you distracts me.
so.. please don't hate me.

that's all i wna say.
i want each of us to be happy.
so don't let the old memories come in the way.

good bye Love, Hello Friend.

2010-09-01T03:54:00.000-07:00

Do we need to fight dear?....
i don't like it when we're not in a good term...
i hate it.
please don't give me silent treatment like this.
i wud rather being scolded than this..

(this is what have been written on my mind, i cut it and pasted here)

wish u could read my mind.. hmm

2010-06-23T03:47:00.000-07:00

what did i do for the passed 2 days?..

hmm.. 1 thing for sure i didn't touch the laptop.

oh yeah on monday i didn't come to arabic remedial class. oops. hehe.
i thought it started at 1pm. mwahaha. to my dissapoinment it was at 9AM! KWANG3..
i really wanted to go to the class so that i can meet fellow classmates. but that didn't happen.
n now i'm lookig forward to this saturday's AAM.

had lunch with family at Pasar Geylang.
and met dearest sisters at Blue Diomond Restaurant at Lil India.
we got to spend the time while sitting in front of the delicious feast being served for us.
and sadly that was the only time we spent before some of us headed home.

the rest of us went to Sultan Mosque and did our Asar.
i'd sometime to spare before returning home.
so i'd decided to meet him.

met him at tm. i just found out a small musollah at tm level 2 recently. heh. so we did our maghrib there.

thanks dear for the dress up plans and for singing to me. appreciate that.

so the next day was OUR outing!!! yeap. i kinda like the outing due to the exciting activities planned by fah. was looking forward to it and i even slept early that night to gain sufficient sleep after a long time. (this is all because of korean drama PERSONAL PREFERREANCE).

the morning came. i dressed everything as planned and met him after zuhur. we went to meet the others at grandlink. had a great time during the karaoke! all of them are voice talented! bakat terpendam lah.

next stop, after mabok ith the bus ride, haha! was Nana Thai Restaurant at Far East Plaza. yumyum. the food were awesome but i lost my appetite and didn't enjoy it as much as they did. but i did enjoy their company. love it so much!

we did our asar and maghrib at one of the mall's exit. i like this kind of outing. we eat together, we loughed together and we even prayed together. liking it so much. TWO THUMBS UP for OUR outing!

after that headed to Orchard Central. but before that 4 of them wanted to go home. i hate good byes. hmph. it brings my mood down. so they went home leaving farewell messages with us. hee.

so we proceeded to the next plan. at orchard central we climbed up till the 11th floor and sat there together after a long day. we ended up playing Moment of Truth. haha. this game is sure will make your heart beats faster. but we had fun. cakap sane abes sane. yeah.

overall the outing was just as great as the outings we had. i love every one of them. love10x! i want more outings if possible but hmm.. school reopening soon. we only left with 4 or days and that's it. no more messing around and study comes before everything.

yeah that's surely is a must. i will never say NEVER! InsyaAllah. Aaamiin.
let's do this together okay?..

that's all for now. take care.

2010-06-20T04:02:00.000-07:00

i went for an interview at Al- Hakimi dis morning.
it was scary at first. but i've made it. harap2 dpt lah kan.

when i came i was all sotong. i don't know wat 2 do..
i sat and waited for few mins and a lady came to me n asked where i was from.
so i told her who referred me there. then she was like "oh.."
so i sat there in front of her.

i filled in a form. and gave it to her.
and then she asked, "u anak Ustadz Hafazhah eh?"
i say man. small world. she's quite close to my dad.
then i asked how did she figured it out then she told me cos my face looks like my mother. haha.
hope i got the job, if it's not bcos of me at least bcos she knew my father. haha. bias. that is IF i'm lucky eough.

so yeah. i've decided to sacrifice my sundays if i got the job. hmm. nvm it's only in the morning.
and it's not a waste of time doing teaching. i hope so. insyaAllah. u can never tell if wat u r doing is good. yeah sometimes the job is but your intention is not. so that matters. nau'zubillah. may Allah save us from the hell fire.

so.. i just realised one thing today and that is i'm busy asking myself have i study for my Os.. but i forgot to ask myself one big thing? have you read the quran during your holidays?

omA. forgive me. i always think of the being success in the Dunya and forgot of being 1 in the Akhirah. i can't help but to blame myself especially and who? the system of course.

yes of course what the system is doing is for our own good. but wen looking at the other possibilities i just can't help thinking how successfully the Jews had strategies their system to bring down Islam.

we have no power to change this but we have the power to change ourselves. so in whatever you do, always look at the other possibilities and awake urselves from being controlled mentally by them. alright?..

2010-06-19T00:48:00.000-07:00

i can't wait for monday! will be meeting fellow classmates and will have gathering with dearest sisters after that! woohoo!

2010-06-17T18:43:00.000-07:00

had a great morning sisterly talk with kak aisyah today..
love it so much..
thanks kak..

2010-06-17T16:13:00.000-07:00

bler dh terkenal sebagai pahaman wahabiyah skrg ingin ditukarkan kepada pahaman salafiyah.

satu2 nyer pahaman yg paleng tidak dpt ku terima dari pertama kali aku mengetahuinya.

dari sejarahnya sndri ku tdk pernah berkenan apatah lagi ajaran2 yg diajarnya.

caution!! from here i won't be alasing my words anymore. dis is my blog so i have the right to say anything i want.

pade mulenye ia bermula dr keseringn mendengr perkataan "bida'ah". dari situ mulelh aku mendengr lable2 seperti wahabiyah, pak wahab dn laen2 lg.

aku semakin tertarik ingin mengeahui perbezaan pahaman mereka dan apa yg diajarkn kepada aku.

apa lg aku mendapati bnyk informasi dr teman2 ku akannya. tujuan aku bkn untk berdebat. tetapi untuk mempelajarinya.

pernah juga aku cuba berfikir seperti mereka. aku cuba meletakkn diriku seperti mereka.mengapa? supaya aku tdk dikatakan berat sebelah.

tapi makin bnyk aku dengar makin sempit otak aku. ku cuba meletakkan keyakinan tetapi semakin lama semakin tipis keyakinan itu.

apakah yg diingikan oleh mereka? mengikut alquran dan sunnah. sahaja.

caution again. i dont want to say dis formally. stop being formal rab..

k sambung. alquran dan sunnah pon berpandukan tafsir2 dari para ulama'.
jadi bertaklid kepada satu2 mazhab tu tdk menjadi satu kesalahan. malah memudah kn kehidupan seseorang muslim.

jngn action terror.. kite ni siape klw nk dibandingkan ngan ulama'2 kabir terdahulu. ulama'2 pon berpegang pade msg2 pnyr pendapat. jadi peganglah salah satu darinya. dan ikut jemaa'h. LAEN LH KLW DAH KATAM SEMUA MAZHAB. bley wat muqoronah. ni haiz..

k lagi psl solat hajat. jemaah solat de dngn megahnya mengatakan kamu semua sedang buat bida'h wakullu bida'h finnar.. siapa kte nk tentukan nasib orang?.. kte blom tentu msk syurga.. kalau semua org salah kte jek btol pergilah cermin diri. btol ke aku ni dh cukop amalan untk msk syurga?..

rasulullah solat smpi bgkk2 kaki. kite ni.. haiz..

selalu yag didengar jngn lh buat tambahan, sunnah pon blom cukop..

meh sini cik tnyr skt, hang yakin ke hang mati lepas sunnah hang dh cover semua?

tk yakin kn?... jadi sunnah.. yes! jalan teros..
tapi hang kena tngk jugak. apa sahaja yg tdk melanggar hukum agama, yang bley menambahkn 'points' di akhirat kelak hang buat sajalah.. jngn nanti kat akhirat baru nk menyesal.. tk guna..

haaa.. ni paleng paleng tk bley angs..
org sambut kelahiran manusia yang teragung dunia akhirat msuk neraka?!!
oh.. kire sambut kelahiran yg selaen darinya jngn ckp msk neraka, dh terkeluar msk balek uh ni?

ya Rasulullah... aku yakin. jika dirimu masih ada, engkau akan menyetujui perbuatan kami ini.. keranakan faedah2 dan nilai2 murni yang ad di dalamnya..

bayang kn klw tiada satu ummmatnya pon yg mengingati hari kelahiran nya.. atau seperti yang diinginkan 'mereka' ingatinya sendiri. siapakah yang akan mengingat kan kepada mereka2 yg lalai?.. siapa?..

nanti dibelitkan jngn disebut menyambut, sebutlah mengingati..
oi.. ah kn dh kne oi.. paham2 uh.. same jek kan 2?.. tuka term jek msk neraka?
gitu? haiz...

kate ikut pahaman salafiy.. abey asl terawih tk ikot 20 rakaat?.. sayidina Umar r.a. ape yg srh. apeni3? pening uh. belit2.

ape lg.. ermmm...

ade lg bnyk ni... haiz.. tolong lah.. wali2 Allah yang mengamalkan tariqat dh travel sane sini in a split seconds. awk 2 baru ke mana nk ckp mereka mengamalkan bid'ah.

tolong baca sejarah Abdullah bin Wahab skt. Pengasas pahaman wahabiah ni.
n tolong jngn cuba nk tarik diri dari mengikut ajarannya. kerana fahaman hang tu mirip pahamannya.. so.. no way out.. u r his follower..

ape yg dikatakan di atas ini berdasarkan pengalaman mencari informasi akannya.
ia tidak berhenti hanya di sini. kerana penyelidikan belom tamat.

wassalam.

this is not a codemnation. dis is watever u want to call it. mwahaha..

2010-06-17T10:10:00.000-07:00

cam gini rasenyer bler dh gado2 lps 2 baek semule... hee.. happy sngt2!!!

2010-06-13T05:43:00.000-07:00

i want to know more MORE MORE about ISLAM!!

however, the more i know, the more temptations to against it.

why???!!

Allah...

2010-06-10T09:06:00.000-07:00

ade tk org hidup tkde masalah?...
konfem tkde kn??

aku tak tau mcm ane plak care untk face masalah, bukan baru, yg lame jgk tapi betambah ni. aku buntu. ikut kan hati, aku tk nk kua umah lagi. jadi aku tk perlukan apape. tapi sebab kawan, aku kene jgk. sebab sekolah, aku kene jgk.

aku tdk pernah terfikir yg ini satu masalah yg berat. aku slalu yakin ini hanya masalah yg kecil dan dpt diselesaikn. tapi semakin hari, semakin menjadi2.

ya Allah... tolonglah hambe ya Allah..
engkau buka kn lh jalan.
agar hambe dapat bernafas.

pernah tk korang face masalah depan mate korang, yang involve korang, tapi korang tau krg tk bley wat apape?..

haiz... susah kn?.. tk tolong salah.. nk tolong tk bley... perit2...
Allah saje yg tau..

selamat malam semua.

2010-06-08T12:26:00.000-07:00

Found this..

This is not merely an Article; this is a "Report of Investigation" which has been done by the writer of this Article in order to get some valuable causes of action about the antagonism of Israel especially the Jews against the Muslims.

The writer of this Article has performed this job neutrally, not being biased from any concept or theory. Through this Article the writer has invaded in the background of the Jews which is linked with the Muslims by which we may be able to identify the real reason of problems between the people of these two religions.

Israel is a country which has been established to rehabilitate the Jews people who were staying in different places of the world. However, Israel is an independent country which is undeniable but the birth of this country has not been done through peaceful manner. The British led western countries as well as some other powerful countries have established this country dramatically especially to control the Middle East countries by it.

However, one thing is to control by using influence but the world community has been bored looking the killings by Israel especially the killings of the Muslims of Palestine, Lebanon and somewhere of other countries throwing the human rights and international laws in dustbin. However, it is a question that why Israel or the Jews are too much antagonist against the Muslim or against Islam? Actually this is a historical issue which is based on religious sentiment. However, to solve the problem we have to investigate in the background of Jews and Muslim, and then we may get the valuable answer which might be helpful to solve the problems between Jews and Muslim especially.

The country Israel has been established for the Jews people. Now we are to know who are the Jews? The people who are the follower of Prophet Hazrat Moses (Peace be upon him) and holy book "Torah" are called Jews. It is also to be noted that the Muslims also absolutely believe that Hazrat Moses (Peace be upon him) as their one of the prophets and the Torah is one of their holy books. So, if the Jews and the Muslims both believe Hazrat Moses (Peace be upon him) as their Prophet and Torah as their holy book, so where is the problem? Actually the problem is in other side.

The Muslims believe in many prophets as the Jews do. When Prophet Hazrat Moses (Peace be upon him) was in this world he said about the last prophet Hazrat Muhammad (Peace be upon him) to his followers that means to the Jews. That is why the Jews people were very much concerned about the last prophet and they were somewhere ready to obey the last Prophet Hazrat Muhammad (Peace be upon him).

During the time of Prophet Hazrat Moses (Peace be upon him), the Jews were very much informed about the different characteristics of last Prophet Hazrat Muhammad (Peace be upon him) to identify him. They would also know when the last prophet will come in this world from that time all previous rules and regulations will be canceled and almighty God will give new rules and regulations. Actually there was no problem regarding this matter.

However, the main problem has been that, the Jews were fully ready to accept the last prophet Hazrat Muhammad (Peace be upon him) and they thought that the last prophet will take birth in their community by which their prestige will be increased. But when almighty God sent the last prophet Hazrat Muhammad (Peace be upon him) in another community that means in Quraish community Mecca, at the time Jews community were very much angry and they started denying the last Prophet Hazrat Muhammad (Peace be upon him) because he has taken birth in another community which is against their dream of long time as well as prestige. But many of the Jews people accepted the last prophet Hazrat Muhammad (Peace be upon him) and the religion Islam directed by almighty God. However, the antagonism of Jews has been started from that time when the last Prophet Hazrat Muhammad (Peace be upon him) came in other community breaking the dream of the Jews that the last prophet will come from their community.

Actually everything is the will of almighty God but the Jews cannot accept it. That is why they took many steps to kill the last Prophet Hazrat Muhammad (Peace be upon him) but almighty God saved him. The Jews are also accused for taking initiative to steal the dead body of last Prophet Hazrat Muhammad (Peace be upon him) but almighty God foiled their conspiracy and the ruler of the adjacent area of graveyard of Prophet Hazrat Muhammad (Peace be upon him) was informed by dream that some conspirators are trying to steal the dead body of last prophet Hazrat Muhammad (Peace be upon him) by digging the hole. Then the ruler of that area took urgent initiate to save the graveyard of Prophet Hazrat Muhammad (Peace be upon him) and identified the culprits who were Jews.

Actually the original root of Judaism, Islam and Christianity are same. They are the different parts of a same tree. That is why, as per the original principles of Islam (not modified by any government) a Muslim can marry Jews or Christian but cannot marry Hindu, Buddhist etc. Although a new question may come into the mind of the readers of this Article that how the root of Christianity is linked with Islam. It is also to be noted that the Muslims also believe the Prophet Jesus (Peace be upon him) as one of their Prophets and believe the holy book which has come to the Prophet Jesus (Peace be upon him). But the differences between the belief of Muslims and Christians that the Christians believe that Jesus is the son of almighty God and the Muslims believe that almighty God has no children and the Jesus (Peace be upon him) is the honorable prophet of almighty God.

When the people came to kill Jesus (Peace be upon him) at that time almighty God brought him in the sky and the person who entered to kill Jesus (Peace be upon him) first, his face was converted as Jesus (Peace be upon him) and the antagonists killed him. The Muslims also believe that the Jesus (Peace be upon him) will come in this world again and will establish the order of almighty God. Then the Jesus (Peace be upon him) will also kill the antagonists of almighty God and all orders of almighty God will be established in this world and also will establish this doctrine that the almighty God has no children, wife etc.

However, the antagonisms of the Jews are still available against the Muslims because of past grievance regarding the last Prophet issue. Although the world has been modernized but the traditional antagonism of Jews is still available against Muslim. That is why the Jews-established Israel is always against the Muslims and in order to destroy the Muslims they deny any existence of international law and human rights. As we are looking the Israel government is killing the people of Palestine showing heavy disrespect to human rights and international law.

The world community is urging the Israel to stop state-terrorism but nothing is being fruitful against them. On the other had Israel is applying "Divide and Rule" policy in Palestine. That is why we are looking Palestine has been divided into two parts, one is Hamas led Gaza and the other hand Fatah led West Banks area. Israel always keeps these two groups in quarreling situation which is in favor of them to destroy the people of Palestine and to grave the land of Palestine.

On the other hand, Israel has spread their sight to destroy Lebanon and other Middle East countries as well as to grave the land of other countries. Actually whatever is said by others basically the Jews want to uproot the Muslims from this world because of their traditional-antagonist sentiment against Muslims. The Intelligence agency of Israel "Mosad" is very much adamant to materialize the ideology of the Jews and they are also accused to kill many valuable Muslim leaders. Actually "Mosad" is such type of dangerous organization which can kill or destroy any person as we kill mosquito.

Actually whoever is said and whatever is said the problem regarding Palestine and Israel will not be solved because Israel will never do it. This is one kind of religious war of the Jews regarding the grievance to the last prophet. Where Israel is trying to spread the theme of secularism in hole over the world directly and indirectly especially in Muslim countries but in case of their country they convey serious religious sentiment. That is why they never want to deliver Jerusalem to Palestine because it has great religious values to the Muslims, Jews, and Christians because the original root of these three religions that means Judaism, Islam and Christianity are same.

So, whatever is said in other countries by them regarding religion, secularism and others, all these are not applicable in their own territory. However, the problems of the Jews and Muslim will not be solved; this will be just a dream and will never be materialized in the lifetime of this world. There is no Muslim country which is free from the problems created by the Jews or Israel. Whatever may be, the main motto of Jews is to destroy the Muslims because they can never endure Muslims and the last Prophet Hazrat Muhammad (Peace be upon him). However, whatever is said by Israel, the world community should come forward to stop the state terrorism of Israel and to make a peaceful world where the people of all religions will stay with peace and happiness.

2010-06-08T11:02:00.000-07:00

dis morning... i got to know this 1 man. i was been told that he is 1 of Singapore's important person.. i heard news from him. one of them is about dis group thing in fb so take note of what i just told u. 1 thing u should know, whatever u do in fb is being watched by certain people.. so whatever u say.. u need to be careful.. ape org ckp?... jngn lancau sngt.. hee. k?..

and 1 message from him, STUDY HARD.. BE SOMEBODY so that whatever u say will be listened.
keep this in mind, I NEED TO DO WELL IN WHATEVER I DO.

then again.. ALLAH.. in the end, eerything is about you...

Allahis watching over you... remember that always.

2010-06-08T08:30:00.000-07:00

today after a looong time... alhamdulillah.. i ate outside with beloved family... thank you abah for the treat!!

okay.... now i need to say something..

i hope muslim's youths won't react to the situation these days through violence.. when looking at the situations nowadays.. what the Israels had done to the muslims people in palestine.. to me it can actually caused the young muslims, especially, to rise up and do something.. i just hope that they would choose the right thing to do..

i am a youth too.. i cannot deny the fact that i am angry with what the jews had done to our muslim brothers and sisters.. and i am finding the right and best way so that we, the young muslims can help.

people.. the best way is NOT through violence...

we must always track back what the jews do to rule the world..
they use their brains...

so.. the best thing to do now is study hard.. be somebody.. where ever u go, may it be polytechnics, junior colleges, Al- Azhar or other places.. 1 thing u need to keep in mind is I NEED TO DO WELL IN WHATEVER I DO. soo don't care what others say. be consistant and never give up.

please concur 1 of these two things.. MEDICAL and BUSINESS. why?.. u will know it once u r an expert in 1 of those.

an expert in medical will always gets the advantage of being listened..
an expert in business has wide network, many friends and contacts..

don't u wish to be 1 of these two?

i have more things in mind.. i just can't vomit them all now..

k.. i just need to know who actually read my blog.
can u kindly tag me after reading this post..

i'm not a doctor to be listened to nor i'm a business women to befriend with..
i'm just a girl who likes to share ideas with everyone..

take care!

2010-06-02T07:50:00.000-07:00

i'm so worried about my studies..

i have not taken the report book yet but alhamdulillah Allah knows that i wanted to know my result badly, he granted my doa by sending two blessed souls.

the first person she only knows my pecentage and told me. alhamdulillah i still got above 70%. my perc. is 71+%. i am thankul for that. thank you, you.

and the second person she wanted to know my percentage and came to me and said "awak dapat no 10 kan?.. brape percentage?" but i wasn't sure bcos i dont know.. duuuhh.. but then that was the only position left anonymous in the top 10. + the no 11th got 70.+%.. so i guess she was right..thank you awak. alhamdulillah..

you see.. did i asked for it?..
i have not finish paying my fee with valid reasons.
thats y this infos came to me w/o me searching for it.
thank you Allah..

i was happy after hearing the kinda good news to me. but then..
i asked the person at e 9th place how much she gets.
OMA.. 75.56%! mak kau.. jauh nyer..

that was when i started to worry..
but it kinda funny when i thought that maybe nobody dares to kick me out from the tenth place by gttg 72, 73 or 74%.. haha.
but then haha.. dat was just the joke but the reality is wake up RAB!!
the percentage from the 1st to 9th place were not far from each other!
annd you! i just feel that i'm as good as not being in the top 10.
i was just lucky.
but of course alhamdulillah.

and the whole time during usul day camp i kept thinking about it.
and worst i got to know 3 people from 1.3 who got more pperc. than mine.
ya Allah.. and that makes me at e 13th place if they join our class.. haiz..

u knoww why i care so much?.. bcos i'm slacking.. and that's NOT a healthy muslim.
hari ini mesti lbh baik dari semalam.

i wanted to start studying for O. but this issue came abruptly and worried me to e max.
what will happen next year! must be crazier with the absence of the academic subjects.
i call it 'WAR OF MEMORY".
u have it, u can score.
understanding a subject is the second important elementfor next year.
in conclusion u have both i tell you. powerful.

but THAT IS MY MAJOR PROBLEM.
I DON'T FAVOUR MEMORISING THINGS.
AND MY MEMORY IS WEAK.
PLEASE HELP ME!
I NEED TO KNOW THE FOOD, MEDICATION OR WHATEVER I SHOULD AND SHOULD NOT TAKE TO STRENTHEN MY MEMORY.
I'M STM!
HELP! REALLY NEED HELP!
ok?

so.. u can see how badly i need the help from you, you, you..
please help me k?.. thank you ;)

still, i'm not putting aside the most important thing for now. studying for O is a must. anyway good luck to everyone. i know some of you faced the same problem as mie or even worst. so i'm wishing you all the best too okay?.. you have to seek help like what i'm doing. DON'T GIVE UP! NEVER!. you can do it. YES YOU CAN!

k thats all. we do well together k?..
take care readers.

2010-06-01T10:33:00.000-07:00

video.google.com/videoplay?docid…871902797772997781 -just visited by me.

2010-06-01T07:27:00.000-07:00

thanks sha for the 'study' date.

besides that everything was not alright.

for sure i hate this one person who always brings others down so that he would look great in everybody's eyes. but definitely he's not. SG btol.
ok wasting my time talking about that stuck up BOY, he's childish.

now i'm not in a good term with that someone.
to make thigs worst he's what i needed most now.

eh ni smer pasal dektu uh!
he just ruined my day!

i was lousy enough today due to insufficient sleep caused by the nightmares.
then i met sha.
we talked and she ended up listening to me.
i was lettig out then yana joined us.
then i lend her Iphone and saw SG commented on my photo.
OMA.. hatred hatred hatred surrounded me.
he asked for it.
thank god i managed to control my anger.

at that point of time i could not think of any positive possibilities that he might had meant. because that was not the first time i received that kind of thing from him.
plus i was not at the right mind.

with the thing i let out plus THAT stupid COMMENT i burst out.

you see how he ruined everything?!
i hate him for that!

it doesn't stops there.
aahh.. i can manage this one. just need a lil bit of time.

OMA!! grant me thicker patience. Aaamiin..

2010-05-31T12:43:00.000-07:00

i had not 1 but many nightmares just now. all linked to death. i was so scared that i woke up n did my isha'. immediately after waking up i realised something important.

and that is FOOD. food is 1 of the main factor that will determines who we are.

k in my opinion. about the food we eat.

it is important to see weather the food is halal or not.. right?..
if it is not then DEFINITELY it's prohibited.

sometimes the food is not registered as halal but the ingredients are safe from non-halal products. n that's where the syubhah comes to the picture.

from here it all depend on you. you judge. if u r a wara' (those who are careful) then you will try to avoid. but if u hv no doubt in it up to u. preferably try to avoid. have some faith in the MUIS HALAL CERTIFICATION.

but then. if the food is halal. it still has the tendency to influence us. it is because we are what we eat.

due to lack of knowledge i'm unable to explain further.
but what can u conclude here.

1. MAKE SURE THE FOOD YOU EAT IS HALAL.
2. You are what you eat. So BE CAREFUL with the food you consume.

if you have more information do share with me. create a link to your blog through my tagboard. thanks a million.

2010-05-27T20:06:00.000-07:00

hidup ni penuh dngn cabaran kan?..
susah nk lari darinyer..
kdg2 kte tk mntk kn sesuatu tu jd mcm 2..
tapi ianya jd jgk..
n kte lh yg menanggung nye..

hmm.. mungken cabaran2 ni satu cobaan bagi kte..
tp mungken jgk ia satu pengajaran untk menyedarkn kte..
apape pon ia.. ku yakin ade hikmah disebalikn..

Ya Allah.. apakah hikmah disebalik apa yg terjd pada ku hari ini ya Allah..
aku terasa tersentuh tidak dpt hadir bersama kwn2 mengambil keputusan ujian ku..
aku belajar sian dan malam pade hari2 peperiksaan ku dengn harapan aku dpt melihat natijah yg akn ku raih..
tp kerana satu kesilapan yg tdk ku minta.. ku tdk dpt melihatnya..

ya Allah.. kau sihat kn lah ayah ku...
agar dia bley terus bekerja mencari nafkah untk keluarga..
ya Allah ku tdk minta untk dijadikan kaya..
ku hanya iginkn rezeki mu yg bley menutup keperluan..

ku tau SABAR adalah segala kunci kebahgiaan..
ku tau pade setiap kesusahan akan ada kesenangan..
ia firman Allah yg Esa..
tetapi ku juga manusia yg lemah..

yg Allah.. kau kuat kn lah keimanan ku kepada mu..
agar engkau ku jadikn tujuan hidup ku..
supaya ku tdk merasa kerugian di bumi mu yg sementara ini..
supaya ku sentiasa tersenyum walau badai menimpa..

wahai pembaca yg ku kasihi..
jika engkau seorg yg berkemampuan..
syukurilah ni'mat yg diberi..
kerana ada mereka yg tdk mempunyai nasib sepertimu..

dan jika sebaliknya..
ayuh sama2 kita renungkan hikmah disebalik cobaan ini..
إن مع العسر يسسرى..
dan Allah menguatkanfirmannya..
وإن مع العسر يسرى..
jd pade setiap kesusahan itu pasti ada kesenangan..
dan akhir sekali jngn kau lupa melihat mereka yg lbh susah darimu..

alhamdulillah..

2010-04-01T22:10:00.001-07:00

It was 18^th March 2010. Most of us gathered at school at approximately 0730. We were ecstatic to meet up with the rest of our classmates after what felt like forever of not seeing them. The day started out just fine and we couldn’t have been more thrilled to begin our adventurous trip.

There were a few buses lined up for us students to take us to the Changi Jetty(now called Changi Point Ferry Terminal). As per usual, we had to wait for the latecomers but it turned out just fine as everybody was happy to see one another in the end. We then left for Pulau Ubin at 0800. Our estimated thirty minutes bus ride was filled squabbles and shriekings. We could sense the excitement in the air!

It was 0830 then. There, we met up with the rest of our friends who decided to go on their own. The weather was beginning to change as we could feel the sun pricking on our skin. We were divided into groups of twelve for the boat ride, the bumboat that would actually take us to Pulau Ubin. Both of us were extra enthusiastic as it was our first ever bumboat ride experience!

UPON REACHING PULAU UBIN.

Most of us chose to rent bicycles as it would certainly take a shorter period of time to reach our main destination which was the Nordyn Beach.

The best part about renting the bicycles: it only cost $5 with no time limit!

JOURNEY:

Throughout the whole journey, back and fourth, we stood by each other, cycling a few metres away from each other at all time. We were like the Siamese twins!

We had to make a few stops before reaching our main destination due to minor accidents along the way. One of the most horrifying scenario ever witnessed was when one of our very own sec 4 girl crashed into the woods. It was such a dramatic scene. She was terribly injured, we must say. It was a good thing we were there to pull her out from the mess. For once, we felt like we were the first- aid reacue team. But all is well, she was brought back to the jetty immediately to seek further treatment.

Cycling with a bunch of our classmates along the narrow stretch was an experience like no other. Although we made a few wrong turns and were among the last few to reach, we finally reached Nordyn beach feeling as contented as ever. Time check: 1100

It was scorching hot. By the time we reached Nordyn beach, most of our schoolmates were already there; Some were already settling down by the shelter having their branch. Others were already getting down to business which was.. CLEANING THE BEACH TIME!

We then found a little cosy place for ourselves under the shelter and shared a packet of what tasted like the tastiest Sambal Goreng Rice we’ve ever had.(Probably because we were too starving.)

We too then got down to business and started picking up litters, empty bottles, unused plastic bags and etc.

Overall, cleaning the beach was a nice experience but the fact that we were able to do it together with our friends made it even more worthwhile. It seemed that for once, we were all in the spirit of RECYCLING.

Looking at the condition of the beach also made us realize the importance of keeping the beach clean in order to protect our environment against pollution in the sea and on land.

"LET’S GO GREEN!"

It was almost 12 noon.

The whole lot of us then made our way back to the jetty. It was an interesting ride back as we and our friends cycled closely together along the long stretch of road. Throughout the whole experience, it definitely made us closer as whole. Thanks to Mr. Azam for organizing such an awesome trip. Cycling with our friends, cleaning the beach and bonding with our classmates; PULAU UBIN IS A TRIP TO BE REMEMBERED.

2010-03-12T15:07:00.000-08:00

eeee... benci nyer setan..ialready noe wats right n wats wrong yet i still can't differentiate them.. eee! bodoh nyer SETAN!!!

2010-02-15T21:15:00.000-08:00

i've gone through ESQ training.. n alhamdulillah tanx to Allah it had changed my life.. i'm happier.. life had become more meaningful to me and heaven has become my long term aim. Ya Allah.. i've been searching for this kind of organisation n this year, a year full of advices for me, u've shown me the way.. u had answered all the thoughts n questions that have been playing on my mind by singning me up for ESQ training..... masyaAllah.. Allahu Akbar.. Thank you Allah..

i would love to share what ESQ had trained us to be..
but i am really busy right now..
i'm sorry for that..
google it insyaAllah u might find it..

i will share my experience here when i'm free to type ok?.. InsyaAllah..

take care..

Assalaamua'laikum wr. wb.

2009-12-19T10:08:00.000-08:00

2day 1 thing hd made me feel guilty and sad..
but i hope i've made Ain happy again..

Malam Kebudayaan Islam Gerek!
First of all.. Congrats to all Angklunieds as it was ur first grand show.. wasn't it?!
and u girls really made it..
yeah of cos u girls played important role in making the concert a successful 1..
so thank u girls..
i'm proud that u r from Aljunied!..

n yeah to all other musicians too... congrats! and thank you!

to other crews, as in every1 of u including securities, ushers and any1 of u involved lh..
thank you.. thank you... thank you...

sape jek lh aku ni nk ckp thanks kt smer org eh?..
tk lh.. wakil dari pihak skola lh konon..
korang ni..

n 2 sape2 jek lh yg mgjayekn majlis tmer kasih bnyk2...
see.. happy the people yg besusah payah plan majlis nie..

act it was my first time at MKI..
so... JAKON lh sikit...
paham2 lh ehk?...

klah.. overall i happy lah today...
k tc!:)

2009-12-18T04:42:00.000-08:00

Ummi said that i'll get my freedom when i'm 20..
and that's like 1 year and 3/4 months more...

is there a need for that?...
what i mean is freedom.....

hmph.
don't think i need it..

it's better to be under control than not..
i'm afraid i'll become wilder..

yeah.. everything is on us..
the way u think determine what ur going to be..

to me.. i don't trust all my thoughts..
i'm sure their thoughts r wiser and they can be trusted..

so today's mission is to be an obedient child and listen to my parents
even after getting the freedom...
in other words, won't take advantage of what's given..

when should i trust my thoughts?..
hmmm...

everybody has different opinions..
so ask urself..
do not follow mine..
think wisely friend..

tc!

2009-12-16T00:47:00.000-08:00

G is my blog new name..
i'm back G!

wow.. so many things happened before Penang holiday...
and it also hd changed me.. hmm.. i should say changed in both ways..
good n bad..

the good thing is dat i've learnt more about life..
and the bad thing is dat i hmmm... shouldn't tell..
but it's okay 2 b frank.. everybody's makes mistakes...
so did i..

yeah.. i killed some1.. haha.. giler?.. tk lah..
i juz think dat i've added more sins to my account..
rather than adding up more pahala into it..

u know what..
i kept thinking is there a sin for some1 who hv done a sinful action but he or she don't feel it?..
as in don't feel guilty about it..
if there is please tell me..

god have gave us choices, hvn't he?..
so we juz have to choose which of which..

sumtimes i purposely chose the bad 1 juz 4 the sake of trying..
will that still count as a sin?
hmmm.. dats wat i did n i felt bad about it..
i know my limits but when i did it, all the limits r gone..
no more limits.. n ended up.. regreting it...

people do not think too deep...
just think about it and learn from it..
sometimes not trying is better.. i mean..
it's okay to try but never try on sinful actions cos it will just lead us to more sins..

hmmm...

tc!

2009-12-16T00:13:00.000-08:00

ahhhhh.... it's good 2 b home...

i juz came back from Penang today...
it was a 3 day n 2 night holiday excluded the 2 nights spent in e bus...
pantat sakit!

nothing much to tell about the trip but overall it was a nice holiday i had with beloved family
eventhough Along hd 2 be in s'pore earlier just bcoz of work..
he was just trying 2 behave himself cos he's finishing his NS in less than a week time..
woohoo!!
congratulation Along!
Happy 4 him!

brb G..

2009-11-11T08:35:00.000-08:00

we had a great talk guys.. i love it so much..

firstly insyaAllah malay ok..

secondly go n plan for ur future lah!

3rdly she's going to pass insyaAllah..

and lbnl i love u guys and the rest of course..

emmmuacks!

2009-11-05T21:00:00.000-08:00

i'm going to Henderson's Wave today. Can't wait to see them! let's have a party sistas!

2009-10-12T06:00:00.000-07:00

life is wonderful.. eventhough ur facing with stacks of works to be completed just say.. life is wonderful.. because without all these things, life could be as dull as copper oxide.. hahax..

i thought yesterday was my last day on earth, but Allah still gave me a room for taubah before the real time came..

i was breathless last night.. i've never faced that situation as far as i remember.. my body was as wick as sloth.. i couldn't even lie down.. i was scared of living this world.. my head was fulled with the incomplete tasks n ambitions i've nt achieved.. i've nt ready to leave this world..

apart of that, e thought of unenoughed amalan n sinful came into my mind.. i was unready to die..

lying beside them made me relaxed.. tiny thought of ready of dying came.. i was again breathless.. there wasn't enough oxygen 4 me 2 take in.. then again, they're beside me... i was calmed.. dozing off was hard 4 me.. all praise to Allah, i managed to sleep..

i was scred of not waking up e next morning.. room of chances still there 4 me.. my cheeks were scrubed by the wind.. i was awaken.. awaken by the freshness of e morning air.. i breathed in slowly.. ifelt the warmness of the O2.. then i realised how ni'mah of the Oxygen n the importance of it..

alhamdulillaahillazhi ahyaanaa ba'da maa amaatanaa wa ilaihin nushuur.. Aaamiin..

thank you Allah 4 giving me my life back..

2009-07-11T05:28:00.000-07:00

i would neither talk about the oral nor the incidents after it..

let's proceed to AYG appreciation day..

it was AWESOME for the chinese not us..

they invited Staphenie San and her friend to do the shows..

so we turned up.. entertaining ourselves..

no more stories.. let e pictures do the talk..

homed by 11+ then something came up..

hmmm..

please pray for my dad's health okay?..

thank you so much..

teaching @ at-taqwa again this Sun..

this teaching thing still making me nervous..

hope it will ends smoothly just as last week's..

aamiin..

tc everyone..

R.A.B.M.H.

2009-07-06T11:56:00.000-07:00

more about me as a green lover..

You are Green! You are a cool yet energized person. You probably tend to be a little more introverted than extroverted - while you love being with your friends, you still need your "you" time. You are probably a rather laid back, zen sort of person, unless you get a good kick of energy; then you can be crazy fun! You are probably insightful and smart; logic comes easily to you. You tend to be a balance between red and yellow. Reds are passionate and intense, and tend to walk over people. Yellows tend to be the walked on, because they like to keep the peace. You, however, are a balance of both. You know when to lie down and let someone take the lead, but if you feel strongly about something, you're not afraid to stand up for it! You are probably compassionate as well, and like animals and plants. You may be a little off-beat, and feel like not many people really see the depth in your personality. You would probably rather keep things on a superficial level that other people can understand than show the deeper side of yourself. You, in a nutshell: Cool, energized, balanced, strong, funky, zen, deep, intelligent, logical, compassionate. GREEN!

bley lh eh?...
tkd lh sngt..
hee..

take care readers..

R.A.B.M.H.

2009-07-06T03:49:00.000-07:00

i'm at Nad Panda's house.. i called her that cause she put on my eyeliner around her eye big2.. nad gils..

this morning went to dental appointment which supposed to be last month.. nurse to kasar lh sey... bedarah2 gusi aku.. skt siot.. oh yeah my wisdom tooth is growing.. keciiikk jek kt belah blakang.. hee.. cute! harhar..

after dat meeting @ yew tee, sheilah's house.. talked about carnival.. btw.. aljuniedianss... remember to sell off the coupons given to u during report book collection day asap k.. we need the money for our school's carnival... YOUR school's carnival.. ok?.. alright...

klah.. laptop org oi...

daa..

take care...

R.A.B.M.H.

2009-07-06T03:40:00.000-07:00

haha.. teaching @ at-taqwa was fun!!
the students were so hyper.. but i enjoyed teaching them..
++ the pay came right away..
dh nk kt abes pn duit 2... hee..
baya hutang lh kate kn... nvm...

i didn't get to join the girls doing the kendarat @ ali's..
sorry ali.. sorry girls...

to sec. 4/2..
tue tam tam as usual...

k daa~

TAKE CARE..

R.A.B.M.H.

2009-06-29T05:41:00.000-07:00

i am soooo going to find a job!!!
but!!!!
abah don't allow me to do that unless if it's involve teaching.. then he don't mind...
alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......
nk keje..
this sun i hv to standby to relieve some1 at a mosque..
haiz..
seram sejuk aku di buatnyer...
belom cube belom tau..
tol tk?..
hmm.. it'll be okay...
insyaAllah...

tc readers!...

2009-06-29T04:26:00.000-07:00

heylo........ i got something to tell ya.. get ready for another 'ceramah musiman' from me... haha..

You don't want to read,; CLICK HERE :C sorry!

we were placed at the same terminal as arrival marshalls.. while waiting for the guest to arrive, we had a debate session.. when he started to introduce himself as a madrasah student.. blablabla..

i couldn't accept the way he said it to her.. he was just giving her the bad impression of MY school.. sape tk syg sekolah oi... i corrected him so many times to make him realised what he was saying abt his own school.. but he just couldn't get me... at last kte due yg gaduh dpn bdk pompan 2.. haha.. lawak..

what i'm trying to say here is, never say bad things about your own school in front of outsiders.. shame on you if u do that.. remember by closing other's 'aib' Allah will close urs at the mahsyar.. u should be grateful and proud of ur school.. always tell them the right informations for them to hear.. not the other wayround.. if u hesitate to do so.. don't call urself a student from that school.. if i hv the power to expel this kind of people, i'll expel them right away.. hmmmm... marah ni....

so that's all i'm going to say.. remember okay?!

gd night!

2009-06-27T09:45:00.000-07:00

fuh..............!!! that was super-tiring!!!! that was all for you aljuniedians....... sadly.. we had to posponed it till nov insyaAllah... Coming soon.. Youthday Celebration.. don't blame us.. blame the H1N1 flu.. hayyo.. kuang asam uh ni flu.. alamak...

don't forget to go to school!!! still keep praying for the 1 or 2 weeks more off days's announcement by MOE... aku msh mengharap sesngt!!! ya Allah kabul kn lah doaku...

AYG.... still go on as usual.. tmrrw got 1.. but dn't think cn make it.. u noe why...

this june holiday i've dated 2 adorable buddies in my class.. hmm... kenangan yg tk akn ku lupakn.. syg korang...

klah...

Happy Schooling everyone....

haha... smer tk nk kn?... tau... bye!

2009-06-25T00:55:00.000-07:00

sorry ummi, tk ikut gi anta abah..
i wanted to go out with my friends. after rejecting ummi's order, abah said "dok umah jage adek2"..
and nw i feel bad for ummi.. :(

sha, ain fifi sorry eh tk dpt join krg..
haiz.. ssh btol hdp ni.. nk kne jage hati semua pihak.. tkplh.. hrp2 satu di antare nye phm..

looking after my 2 brothers isn't hard.. but to entertain them a bit tiring.. tk layan kan nnt drg buat ape jek..
like me, they like to play with fire.. dangerous kn?.. i call them mr project esp. ahmad.. the mastermind.. e moral of the story.. they are not as cute as what u think.. haha.. drg ni.. haiz.. tk tau nk ckp ape.. klah gotta go.. si 2 ekor 2.. ape jek drg buat.. daa..

2009-06-20T11:12:00.000-07:00

Bogor Trip was the best school trip i had in my entire life!

AYG..

it was my first time doing it and i think it's not that bad.. the flight delays were uuurrgghh but we made used of it to lepak with friends.. ok ape?... boys might hv said it was boring cause they have the whole lot time to lepak2 with friends not only at AYG.. but for us, girls we dn't have and think so.. it was neither boring nor extremely fun. it was 75% positive.. means it's okay.. right girls?..

to volunteers from aljunied,

if possible do ur jobs as much as u cn.. cause we're bringing our school name to the public.. show the best we cn.. alright?! Go AlJunied!

hmm.. i hv anothr 3 mre days for AYG.. a maths class, 2 days project discussion and 1 day to get ready for school!! OMG!!! my schedule is fulled.. no more holidaays for me.. and when e school starts i'll definitely gonna have to do a lot of school +++ works.. haizzz.. coooobaaaaaan...

2009-06-02T21:50:00.000-07:00

I'm using e internet in an arcade.. sorry acap and the rest for not coming to the picnic.. i'm truly sorry.. i'll be working at 2.. sorry.. i have to go now.. tc!

2009-06-02T12:28:00.000-07:00

It must be tiring huh reading my blog?
Sorry for the inconvenience.
Maybe sometimes i should try making it shorter and simpler.

Hmm.. Although it's a lil bit too late but i wishing you a Happy School Holiday.
Moms n Dads, let's celebrate! woohoo.. *piaw**piaw**piaw* fireworks lah..

You go ahead and celebrate. coz i stiLL goT maLAY pRELIM orAL on my to-do-list.
It will be on thurs.
The following day i'll be off to Paris.. dream on rab..
correction: Bogor, Indonesia
with who? The... school stdent coucil.. hmm.. we call it ITMAJ.
CUT! boorriiinngg...

still let me tell u a secret.. i've never been on flight before.. i'll be on the aeroplane for e 1st in my life!.. woohoo.. i'm kinda looking 4ward to that 1.. hee..

so wish me luck..
so that i'll have a safe journey till i'm back..

oh no.. i'm so sad..
leaving my family.. ummiii.. abah.. waaaa...

people pray for me okay?...
i'll pray for u too..wee..

it won't be long.. i'll update u when i come back..

tc u.. gonna miss ya..

boboy..

aslmkm

R.A.B.M.H.

2009-05-23T19:44:00.000-07:00

Boys Over Flowers rocks! but when i watched it @ mysoju.com it was Boys Before Flowers. wtv it is.. i loike it so much!!! it's addictive.. there are a total of 25 episodes. and each of them has no-less than 4 exciting parts.. and i'd finished watching the whole of it!!! i like Gu Jun Pyo the most.. i forgot his real name... haaaaahhh... idk hw to describe it. but what i know is that the story left a good memory in me. when i think of it, i'll smile.. the story line is nice.. it's kinda fantasy to many of us but when watching it i couldn't stop from pretending to be one of them.. to the stage that i'd forgotten my real world. all the great places they went, i felt like i went too... i've never watched something like this. it may not affect you, like it did to me, it's just that i'm sharing my good memory of watching it to you.. i felt it. so cn u..

to be exact, i'm quite a dreamer. i've always dream of something that i know i can't afford to do/have it.. like talking in front of many people. i kept dreaming of giving an influencial speech in front of them. i wanted to do it, but i have no courage of doing it. like owning a company/ a cafe/ an education centre.. all these has been my dreams.. but 1 MAJOR cause that stops me is confidence. i'm too dependent.. i keep thinking that there'll be someone who believes that he/she can make my dreams come true. my mom kept reminding me that Allah is always with me.. i knew that.. i believes in that. and i'm working on making it(my belief) stronger. i know with Allah by my side everything is possible.. because every single things is from him.. he had set everything for us, his dear servant. i won't throw away the thought of that someone, cause Allah has his own ways of helping his servant. it's possible that he'll send me someone to grant me my wishes. and of course, there are 101 other ways.. Oh Allah, you're listening, you're the greatest.

i've planned my future. the planner is me and the approver, is only Allah.. same thing goes to you.. everything has been set for you.. but you need to organise them by planning them.. your future is yours.. plan it well.. i, myself have no idea what the future has for me. but i won't stop planning and dreaming..

do u know that according to hadith, the prophet Muhammad pbuh has said, which means: dreams are also consider as a 'niah'.(intention) when u set a good niah, u already gained the 'tsawab/pahala'(reward from Allah) and when u do it u'll get more.[and when u set a bad niah, u don't get zhunub/dosa (sin/punishment) until u do it.] that's how beautiful Allah's law is.. Allah is merciful.. don't hesitate to ask for forgiveness from him.. he's ready to forgive you as long as u do it whole-heartedly. and plan not to repeat the same mistake.

what i'm trying to focus on here is don't stop dreaming of good things. don't daydream.. always correct your dreams. cause it may sometimes heading to the wrong direction as no one is perfect. to be perfect is impossible. but to be near to perfect you must always think of ways to be perfect. as we all know, only prophet Muhammad pbuh is the most perfect human being. no one else. 1 suggested way to be near to perfect is follow His 'sunnahs'..

wallahu a'lam..

tc readers.. think about it.

aslmkm..

R.A.B.M.H.

2009-05-23T02:49:00.000-07:00

(a reminder to all especially me.)

yeah.. it's faith.. tanx to u kooshkid.. hmm..
it's faith that shows us what life really means..

have you encountered any of these situations with a smile on your face?

- losing someone you love the most.
- losing something precious.
- studying for examinations.
- looking at your friend who's capable of buying something that you don't.
- or who's life happier than you.
- being bullied.
- or rejected.
- or scolded.
- or anything else that can make you sad.

in order for you to be smiling when facing with all these situations. you might need something that is called faith. faith makes us looking at something on a bright side of life or even a brighter side.

what is faith?(in Islam)

it's belief.

the meaning of faith could not be tell in words. it needs to be practice in order to know what's the true meaning of it.(the belief).

give it a try. practice it in your daily life. you'll be the happiest person on Earth.

hope u get what i'm trying to say here. i don't go deep into the details cause i'm just giving you the picture of it.

more info. just google it. good luck.

tc readers..

Aslmkm.

R.A.B.M.H.

2009-05-02T07:51:00.000-07:00

i cried bcoz of him.. :( idk why i cried... sometimes we cried without any reasons.. hmm.. feel like crying again..

tc..

2009-04-24T09:27:00.000-07:00

my life has become simpler and simpler day by day.. of course it's a good thing. i love my life now. with the circle of friends i have. (especially those in Sec. 4.2s).. of course you are included under the circle of friends i have if you're not from sec 4.2.. dn't worry.. i'm not that bias. i love everybody.. hee.

i love the me now.. not in academically but socially.. yeah.. i do slacked in my studies since Jan. idk why.. too involve in other stuff and neglected the most important thing.. dats not good.. dn't be like me okay?.. dn't worry.. till the time comes i'll change.. okay?.. but you.. don't stop struggling.. orito?

besides the me now, i love all my belongings.. coz they are the most simplest and easiest things you can get out there.. haha.. this doesn't count as down grading okay?... this is what you call anti-trend.. woohoo.. don't follow trends, follow what ur heart says.. okay?.. so what if they are cheap stuff?.. if it is good to you, wear it. don't care what people say.. olite?

hmm... good news. not to you.. to me.. wakaka.. i already set all my aims.. where i want to go, what i want to do and why i'll be doing all these---after aljunied.. hmm.. the greatest achivement for student is when they have set their ambition/s.. you dn't believe me?.. set it now.. and make sure you set it not only 1, at least 2. max. 3. okay?.. ever heard of plan A and B? yes this is it.. additional plan C.. weehee.. then you will feel it.. you noe why it's the greatest of all achievement?.. bcoz it's ur first step to success.. think positive, insyaAllah you'll get what you want..wallahua'lam bisshowab.

you wanna noe sumtin.. this is a theory i'd came out with.. i won't force you to agree with me, but 'renung-renungkan lah..' every1 should study hard/smart..till they've achieved something.. correct ?.. to me, it will be better IF all women (esp. malay/muslims in Singapore) who had successful, ACADEMICALLY, to stay home (after marridge) and put a whole of 100% focus of what they've learned on their children.. may it be in study wise or other activities. eg: focus on their daily routines like, their diets for healthy lifestyle, their play time, for discipline, their feelings, understand them and many more.. by doing all these, the future kids will get a full and complete attention from their mothers therefore they won't rebel. share with them even to the tiniest thing. appreciate what they've done and avoid from condeming.

what about the daddies?.. hmm.. guys.. please.. put your 100% focused on your studies. don't care about other things. if u need them badly, at least put your studies at the highest ranking.. the top of the top. you will be the leader of your family in the future. what you do will determine how you're going to manage your family. if you do your job in maintaining the family economically, while your wife do her's, this will result in a big success of your OWN family. Aren't that what you're dying for?.. a happy family?.. and of course, apart from providing daily expenses, don't forget the LOVE... daddy's love is loves.. and i love daddy's love. and husband's love is loves but i've haven't got the love, so i don't know how loves, the love is.. okay. shut up Rab..

and future wives.. you too have to put 100% focus to your studies. coz you'll be the first teacher of your children before they're going to school. don't forget, apart from entertaining your children, you have a bigger responsibility as a wife. don't forget your husband.. see?.. if these two souls work together as 1, can you imagine how the future kids will be?.. ouh puhlease.. think positive.. of coz they will do the exact thing to their children.. coz their passed life was happy, they're parents, definitely they want it to be the same thing or even better for their children..

you see, the lack of money and love have been the two MAJOR issues faced by problematic teenagers nowadays.. lack of love, make them go out and find love, same thing to $$$.. they went for part time jobs to earn it and tend to neglect their studies.. while studies is the most important thing they should be doing right now.. when is this going to end?..

the sad thing is, most of them are malays.. i'm a malay too.. if u think i'm insulting you means i'm insulting myself too. but no! this is the fact.. we have to make a change... we, the TEENAGERS (yes! u're included) have to make a CHANGE. this is for the sake of our religion, race and 2nd smallest community in Singapore.

don't juz sit back, watch others and do nothing... each and everyone of you can change this fact to a false one. yes you can make a change not only in Singapore, but the world. by doing this, you're showing the world that you're standing up, that you're not lazying around even being as 1 of the smallest community in the tiniest country in the world map.!

don't worry, Allah knows the good deeds that you're trying to do.. and of course, he won't let you down. he will always be there supporting you.. as long as you do this, 1stly not for name, 2nd not for wanting to let others fail or lose, 3rd not for violence, all these won't do with bad intentions. but do this, ikhlaashon lillah wa diynihi, for the success of our leaders in the future and of course all with good and respected intentions.

insyaAllah this will work out. if you got ur own belief, nvm, dn't hv to follow mine. stick 2 urs. as long as it has the same intention, it's already good enough.

Wallaahu Samiiu'n A'liimmm. (Holy Quran)
allah listens and he knows.

Shukron. Wassalam. Gn readers! Love You!

Spread the LOVE.

R.A.B.M.H.

2009-04-07T03:35:00.000-07:00

ulala....

i'm back...

juz wanted to say a few words..

1st: my phone is gone.. gone forever.. but i'm still hoping for it to come back..
2nd:i miss him..
lastly...

can i delete my blog, friendster and oso...hmm... facebook?..

what do u think?..

k lah...

tc readers..

good bye..

aslmkm..:)

2009-02-24T04:13:00.000-08:00

hola3..
readers.. this blog has never been updated since the owner has started having a journal..
so it will be updated only if there are any great and interesting news to be share with you..
so long deary readers..
stay happy and take care!

asst. manager of R.A.B.M.H.

aslmkm..

2009-02-01T06:29:00.000-08:00

Qiam last friday was don'tknowhowtodescribe. i think the 'muhasabah diri' part was the best muhasabah diri ever. and sleeping in the hall was not that bad either. one thing that matters was mosquitoe's bites.. i couldn't sleep well because of it.. and last but not least, i'm sorry for not doing my job as a discipline monitress.. to me the girls were already behaving themselves and they're big enough to take care of themselves.. no need to push them any further or else they will rebel. right?.. haha.. like understand..

the next day, after A-maths visited my most FGF at CGH. get well soon my dear buddy! he was the nicest boy i ever knew.. although i disliked him when i first knew him.. org kate tk knl make tk cinte.. then i got to know him and now he is my most fovourite buddy.. haish.. god bless you Sadiq! arrived home @ 9pm.

and i thought i could stay at home on Sunday then i received a call.. 'kak rab esok nk meet kat mane?' oh shoot.. munazhoroh...hmm.. 9am at mejid ghufran.. naseb baek sempat makan nasi lemak dlm kete..huhu.. my teamates were the best! they did their work. they had all the points ready.. which shorten the discussion session .. alhamdulillah.. fuh.. finally! dh siap..tap.. no!! esok munazhoroh!! takut!! tk sukex100!..

but then after that went to Popular @ East Point and visited him again.. happy to see him getting well day by day.. i had PNS today! yummy!!! this time around arrived home @ 9+pm. naseb baek tk kene marah.. tap siap uh esok either lmbt gi skola or tido dlm kelas.. haha or?.. due2.. hee.. now i'm going to iron my clothes, re-write eng. essay, pack the books and go to sleep.. take care all..

i still haven't finish reading new moon. busy uh...

i miss him! huhu..:(

be good and tc again!

aslmkm.......

signing off,

R.A.B.M.H.

(noideahowtodecoratetheboards.any idea?ineedsomehelphere..)

2009-01-22T03:45:00.000-08:00

- today i didn't bring New Moon and it was freaking bored in the bus without it..
- Ustazah Harina didn't scold me.. yey bebeh..
- maths was fun. we played guessing game..:) and i had to make them guess the word Tagalog which i never heard of it before.. thank god Ain got it with the help of the 3 bears. hee.. gordilock.. haha. Ain ur a genius! 2-thumbs up!
- meeting with baem, zera and wan wahab. (u can skip this!)
- thanks maya for the carrot cake and the fruits.. may allah grant all ur wishes.. aamiin.. god bless you maya..
- i love my sisters even more
- kak seri i love you 2 kak! tc! bler2 tron skewl tau..
- i got my menses.. huhu..
- and lastly i'm becoming lazier these pass few days.. why? why? why

R.A.B.M.H.

Can i skip few pages from NEW MOON?!

2009-01-18T14:41:00.000-08:00

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so... cannot blog for the moment..

tc u...

askum..

R.A.B.M.H.

2009-01-17T04:17:00.000-08:00

i didn't go to expo today.. sorry guys.. i'm stuck reading new moon at home.. too addictive... sori3... and today i went to Additional mathematics class for the first time.. and i had missed a lot since i didn't come last year's classes.. so i have to come to every class even without sec. 4s there.. what to do.. i need to catch up till i completed sec. 4's syllabus by end of this year.. hmm.. i'm starting to love badminton so much.. not that i never like it before.. it's just that i'm starting to love it.. and i'm 'craving' for it... well.. cca i chose to play badminton.. me, mai and skin.. and the other emmm 5?.. i think., or less than that.. only about 8 pupils will be participating in badminton cca.. wtf?! i don't understand why badminton isn't popular in our school.. it's fun u know?.. everyone should try.. hah.. ok?.. try it once at least.. i am so going to force all the sisters to play this sporty, popular, WORLDWIDE, strategic sports game,e badminton one day.. wait till that day come you people have no say.. hahhahhah*evillough* i don't care.. u have to try even if u suck at it.. hahhah..*evilloughagain*

tau?..hee

klah.. n sorry for the late update:(..

tc all..

study smart..

signing off,

R.A.B.M.H.

TWILIGHT rocks!

2008-12-31T18:06:00.000-08:00

so lazy to blog..i will make this as simple as possible.

met ain, yana, shazaa and kak seri at LJS..

gotta try this yummy drink from Starbucks.. its cherry something.. i forgot the name.. but its delicious...free things are always delicious.. agree?..

then the princess came and joined us...

after meeting everyone bought some fruit from NTUC and headed to CGHospital. but shazaa had to go. ape uh kau.. hee tk lah... i understand lah..

when i saw maya's dad i couldn't stop imagine that if it was my father...

it was so sad to see him lying on the bed, weak. i can tell what maya feel when she first saw him there.

to maya:

girl, i know you are strong. insyaAllah u can face all this patiently. allah loves u. he gives you all this is just to tell you that he cared for you. he is there. he wants your doa. so ask evrything from him. allah mentioned in the quran:"udu'uunii astajib lakum.." so keep asking from him..insya'Allah your doa will be granted.. and insya'Allah this is just for now.. everything will be okay soon.. don't stop asking. never give up. and take care of urself.. makan, minum, tdo mesti diteruskan okay?.. take care of your health.. cos your mother will be depending on you now.. you know she has to take care of your dad and all.. so you have to take care of your siblings.. right?.. i'm sure u r aware of all this. am i right?...so stay healthy okay?. and remember sis.. u r not alone.. u have me and the others.. aren't we sisters?... susah senang bersame.. btol tk krg?... if we can help, we will help u sis.. and maya... jngn pike2 kan sngt k?..tawakkal a'la allah.. about your father everything have been written.. it's allah's job.. your job now is.. u know what right?.. study hard.. your father will be happy to see you doing well in school.. i have so many things to say to you but for now, cukop lah ni dulu... kau pon msti pnt nk bace.. pape pon.. i love you sis.. i love you so much.. and about the new year msg u sent, sorry i didn't send back to you.. you are already a great friend without having to receive the msg. so yeah... see you on friday sis.. Tc! again.

meet this little guy here.. his name is Fakhri Afiq.. he was so friendly.. tk takut orang.. ske senyum plak 2.. tap amek gamba tk tau nk snym.. klw2 kakak maya bace blog ni, she'll know who's this little guy..

had lunch at the foodcourt there.. the nasi ayam penyet was different from any nasi ayam penyet i had seen and tasted before... tk caye go to CGH foodcourt and try.. nk kate sedap tkdlah sdp sngt.. dah lapa smer bende sdp.. if u find it sdp than good lah.. haha.. then fifi and the 3 prefects, mai, sanah and aisyah,joined us.. thanks sanah for the oreo ice blend.. and mai 2...

after everything, went back to East point then all went home left me , yan and mai. when to LJS, teman mai makn.. talk about stuff and sori mai tk dpt teman gi plaza sin.. friday k?..

so to everyone.... anything happened in 2008, let's forgive and forget... okay?.. still rab sori kalaw rab ade wat salah silap k?.. harap di maafkan... thank you all... and Happy New Year!...

take care everyone...

aslmkm... jwb jngn tidak2..

R.A.B.M.H.

2008-12-30T05:39:00.000-08:00

today i went to the video editing course. i thot i'm going to be the only girl there. but it turned up i'm not the only one. there was zahirah. my Itmaj partner and the sec. 4s and sec 2s girls.. fuh.. it was a last minute plan. after dozing off for 5 seconds after suboh, hassan woke me up.. what the H***!! it was so hard for me to sleep and he woke me up just like that.. he told me that i had to replace ali for some reason which i dnt noe what, to go to the course.. i turned him down.. imagine if it was u.. what will u do?.. it was 7.50 am. and the course started at 9. nk siap lh ape lh.. puas ati tido jek kn.. than i got to noe sisters tkd yg gi.. lg lh.. but then fifi said zahirah will be there. but still i dnt wnt to go. then hassan was telling me, "rabia.. pegi lah... tkd org nk ganti kn ali.. teacher azam dh bayakn smer..".. then i give it a 2nd thought.. i went at last.. i managed to go out from the house at 8:15.. see flash women.. byase lh.. it was worthed it.. cos i got 2 see my crush.. what a lucky day.. he was there 2... haha..

when we got there, we had to be seated in this computer room.. and there was cikgu sigi.. we called him that.. he was the one did all the talk, jokes and all.. he introduced us to the others.. n there was addy cradle.. who? ADDY CRADLE! a singer?! when i met him i was like i saw him somewhere but i dnt noe where.. haha.. yup.. it was ADDY CRADLE.. he's a singer.. but according to him he's more like a guitarist.. eventhough he's known as a singer but act. he expresses his feeling mre on the guitar not the singing part.. thats what he said lah.. so from there i guess some artiest they don't want to be known as what they are known for but something else. what a story.. kecian.. addy played us some songs using the electrical guitar.. he was an expert guitarist man!! he played really well.. with his long hair.. it was like i'm watching a gig.. he thought us how to relate a song to your feeling.. how to put it in a video.. hw to interprate it.. all those stuff.. then there was this 1 producer and i forgot what's his name..i'll tell u when i remember k. he's a professional in making film.. and i just knew him too.. haha.. he had produced many films.. he thought us hw to understand a film.. cos sme film he said, u have to concentrate when watching it then u can understand.. and i agreed on that.. for an example a film like SUSUK and many more. when u do film he said 3 things u must remember.. 1) a story to tell. 2) knowledge. 3) responsibility. So to all film lovers.. do remember that k..

and then after him there's this 1 guy who's good at drawing cartoons. and i also forgot he's name. i had learned something from him.. is that he started his talk with a jokes or teka-teki. whats in english?.. he thought us about perspective. which mean point of view. he said that everyone has their own perspective.. and the funny part he said even not having a perspective is also a perspective.. does that makes sense?.. hah. of course it is.. so he asked for my perspective the meaning of this one phrase. n i was like.. what?! everyone started to look at me.. omg! what am i going to say.. i read the phrase but i couldn't understand the meaning.. i kept reading it and i still don't get it.. ang i just shot a sentense to him.. i said that the phrase means that i have my own point of view.. and my point of view is important to me.. and guess what he said.. "yes.. great.. see.. her perspective is close to mine.. is about how important your perspective is to urself.." wow.. that was close.. i was relieved.. magic words came out from my mouth.. i was so lucky today i guess.. so after he finishes e talk we had lunch. Nasi Padangs are served.. tngh lapa2 makan ni'mat.....banget....

after eating we were divided into groups.. and every group was given a digicam.. i thot we will be given an SLR.. but it was just a normal CyberShot digital camera.. hmm.. tkpelah.. then we were asked to take any pictures or videos in an hour and make a video out of it.. so wild ideas came into my mind...and guess what?.. bcos of too many wild ideas, our video was the last one to be burned and handed in.. the other groups didn't got the chance to watch it.. but we had the chance to watch their videos.. frankly i tell u.. madr. alj. students are so talented. in an hour, they managed to come out with an interesting and wonderful videos.. with the effects, addy's song on the background and all.. what an incredible videos they had produced..!! u should watch them.. really!.. cikgu Sigi said that if possible they will help us sell the videos.. and the profit will be shared among themselves and also the madrasah.. sad cos it will not be shared among us but happy cos we r the videos makers./producers.. so we'll get the credits.. but that is not comfirmed yet.. we'll see how.. and there was also a guy named taufik.. this one i remembered.. haha.. he was so charmed.. he helped us alot with the editing and all.. oh yes.. our computer did hanked twice while we were making the videos.. that was part of the reason we were late.. so not totally our faults.. huhu!! then there was also abang man.. all he did was looked at us and smyled and loughed.. and there was also this guy who's not part of the programmer.. but i saw him came to us so he is included in my day today.. kahkahkah... so that is all i could remember.. and enjoy these pictures that i captured during the time my phone batt. only left with 15% power.

......................ADDY CRADLE.......................

......E PRODUCER....

after everything went home with angah... and tomorrow i'm going to Changi Hospital with the sisters to visit maya's father. hope he'll be okay.. get well soon pak cik Mokhtar!!! everyone pls pray for maya's father..

take care readers...

good night!

R.A.B.M.H.

signing off......

eh wait...

aslmkm... jwp tauz....

hee;)

2008-12-25T08:50:00.000-08:00

kau!! hari ni tk wat pape lg sey.. semalam balik dari rumah sedare kul 4 pagi terus tido smpi kul 1 gitu.. pas2 bngn tolong2 wat keje umah skt.. boring kn?.. tap the best part ari ni first time rab wat epok2.. sedap.. haha.. lepas wat keje smer tngk jam kul 6.. solat asar pas2 tggu maghrib skali..pas2 haha..tk prasan tngh bace doa tetido.. rab mimpi.. mimpi de psl syamil ngan hassan.. heeee... syamil kene stab ngan gangsterpas2 gangster2 2 lari tggl kn drg2.. abeh hassan nangis.."mil.. kau jngn mati mil.. kau jek lh kwn rpt yg aku ade.".. haha.. lawak gler.. time 2 dlm ambulance..pas2 rab dh tebngn.. so citer de tegantung.. insyaAllah syamil tk mati.. hee.. abey bngn dlm kul 9.50 lbh gitu jek carik epok2.. ah kau mkn skali 5.. tk tau asl lapa ssngt.. pas2 tngh mkn.. thoha pon bngn.. bngn jek carik mkn mcm rab.. klaka.. end up kte 2 dok sebelah2 mkn epok2.. haha.. abey rab tnyr lh de.."asl bngn trs carik mkn?.."pas2 de kate thoha mimpi epok2.. haha... lawak uh bdk kecik ni.. pas2 dh abes mkn msh lapa.. byaselah aku.. kuat mkn.. pas2 angah suro rab wat soup.. at last msk maggi jek.. ingt kn rab ngan angah jek nk mkn so msk 3 jek lh.. pas2 tngh mkn dlm dulang 2 org.. si kecik 2 ekor 2 menyebok.. dh tk cukop.. pas2 ingt nk kemas pas2 angah gi tnyr drg "krg msh lapa?" alamak dek ni.. klw tnyr de yg msk kn tkpe.. pas2 drg kate drg msh lapa.. haiz.. kesian plak.. pas2 angah kate gi lah msk kn lagi.. nk bodek2 rab konon.. de kate "kakak ro msk sedap eh?".. uh yelah ngah.. then msk lah lg 3.. nsb baek this time bler dh abes drg tk ckp lapa lg.. haha.. pas2 dh kenyang sumer.. nsb baek dorang tolong kemas.. then pas2 rab bukak com,drg smer gi tido.. tapi smpi skrang rab nk kt abes blog drg masih blom tido lg.. korang... korang...

haiz.. harap2 esok ade lah apape plan.. mendak semacam sey.. skewl dh nk bukak ane bley tk enjoy puas2... korang!! bler ade nk kua ajk lh rab... k?.. dnt forget tau.. klah.. gtg..

bubbye and Take Care!!

aslmkm.. jwb tau.. tanx!!

R.A.B.M.H.

(RAB. Mohd. Hafashah or Rabiatul Adawiyah Binte Mohd. Hafashah) just fyi.. hee..

2008-12-24T06:19:00.000-08:00

helo.. saya sekarang berada di rumah sepupu saya.. dan saya berasa amat mendak.. tolong lah saya keluar dari tempat ini.. kerana mereka sedang berbual2 tentang business manakala saya tidak tahu apa yg saya harus lakukan. dari itu saya berharap agar mereka mempercepatkan perbualan mereka.. terima kasih.. walau bagaimanapun saya bersyukur kerana makanan yang dihidangkan amat yummy! dan juga saya mempunyai sepupu2 yang gerek. huhuhu.

saya harus berundur diri dahulu.

sekian.

assalamualaikum.

R.A.B.M.H.

2008-12-23T04:24:00.000-08:00

pull up pole

broad jump

i'm having muscle cramps all over my body.. this is all due to Napfa training yesterday.. wow.. the training was tough and tiring.. we had to do sit-ups in 1 min(min. 19x), pull up(hanging version)(min. 6seconds), standing broad jump(min. 165m), 4x10m shuttle run(max. 12.5 sec) and 2.4km run in less than 17.4+min. all these in order to get a bronze for Napfa test next year. there are more exercises but i forgot what are they..so each and everyone of us managed to get a bronze yesterday.. that must be a good news for Ikram our trainer.. he's the one requested this Napfa test for the school leaders and he even put a condition to it. we must at least get a bronze for it.. so i hope we could get a bronze for the real Napfa test.. if not we have to redo i think.. sape nk redo sey.. apape pon pray for us.. good luck korang!

after the training @ Bukit Gombak stadium i went to RedHill to play badminton with afiah and mai. kau!! ade satu lelaki ni terror gler. we had a friendly match with him..we as in the 3 of us versus him alone..then he scored 50 and us guess how many?.only a pathetic 10.. congrats buddy! terror uh kau.. but playing with him was fun.. btol tk mai?.. after 1 hour yati and rabi joined us.. but sadly the court was fully book.. there was one empty court but it was at Jurong..kau jauh nyer!! then for badminton sake, mai treated us for taxi ride there. then there was a guy there who according to mai and yati looked like along, my loving bro. but when i look at him, honestly i couldn't see any parts of him that looks like along..korang ni.. sembarang jek..hee.. tklah.. then at 5 they turned off the light.. kuang asam.. taulah dh abes time.. tk yah nk hint2.. hee.. tk puas uh maen badminton!! best sngt.. next time maen lg k mai?...

i arrived home at 10+.. nsb baek abah tkbnyk tnyr..then enter the house and saw TOMYAM!! from Johore somemore.. ape lg.. ngap uh.. yummy!! delicious...the tomyam was so white and so sour.. yummy.. after eating watched Manjalara @ Youtube..guess until what time?...haha believe it or not..5 in the morning!!.. abah was so mad when he found out..dh lh blk lmbt..pas2 tk tdo..tngk citer kt laptop lg.. i deserved all the nags.. silekn lh nag.. then after suboh i was so sleepy then i slept until oi.. bangun... pegi tolong ummi kat dapo.. haiz.. then i woke up and tried to hide anywhere so that i could sleep but anywhere i go abah found me..haiz.. tkd chance lh.. then i looked at the clock..baru kul 12.. kau.. 6 hours of sleep?..aje?.. mane cukop.. but i had no choice.. then i forced myself go and bathed then..dh akai baju smer i went out and my father stared at me.. he must be wondering.. "wah.. dah mandi uh.." then i can't stop smyling when he looked at me with this one expression on his face.. klaka..haha..then i eat breakfast together with abah and ummi.. afiah msh tdo..kuang asam de dpt lepas..tkpe2.. after eating i cleaned up everything.. and quietly went to my room, close the door and aaaahhh... dh kt atas katil.. ape lg?.. tdo uh..! i slept until 4.. aaaahhh... i woke up feeling great.. 6 + 3 = 9hrs of sleep.. cukop lh 2...heee..

now i'm not sleepy lg.. i can do whatever i like but.. the cramps all over my body semakin menjd2.. my movements are very slow.. how am i going to play netball tomorrow?.. tomorrow there is a friendly netball match between madrasahs @ woodlands.. must be fun huh?.. but..wrong timing uh.. camne ni.. cramp s everywhere.. nk bngn ssh, ddk ssh.. haiz..insyaAllah esok better.. 9 at woodlands.. pagi nyer.. tngk uh camne.. haha..

btw i was supposed to go out with fifi today.. i don't even call or message her.. fi klw kau bace ni..aku sori k..sorisesngt.. u already read what happened to me today right?..sori k sis.. syg kau..

so tomorrow's meeting had been cancelled.. yay!!! naseeeb baek... they said..we'll update any latest info.. woohoo! first time meeting cancel.. klah.. dh pnjg sngt lh ni..

take care readers....

wassalam..jwb jngn tk jwb..

R.A.B.M.H.

2008-12-19T01:06:00.000-08:00

holaholahola!! sorry for the late update.. very late.. hah.. oli.. okay.. nw.. what?.. hmm.. i'm sure you guys don't want to know what i did the pass few weeks.. tk nk tau kn?.. btol tk nk?.. k tkpe.. i'm not going to tell ya:p.. so now what i did today was 1) woke up at 9am. 2) went to the 2nd meeting at school. 3) saw ustaz ali, ustaz naz, ustaz mukhsin and ustazah fatimah. miss them so much. lg2 ustaz naz;) 4) then to the sub meeting with abang hatta. 5) finished meeting and breakfast at KFC with zera. 6) went to search for a toilet, (the first 2 toilets we found were out of order!) kuwang ajak btol.. then nvm.. kept finding then aarrggh!! HASANAH!!!! i miss her so much!! lame tk jumpe..uh kau.. hug kt tngh2 dunia.. kesian Mr. S kne tggu.. timer kasih ye tggu.. then she had to go because of that damb traffic light!.. tk ske traffic light 2.. bye Sanah.. jumpe lg sayangku..*tears rolled down the cheeks*.. sanah don't forget to bring twilight on the 27th.. orite?.. 7) then.. "thank god it can be used!.."she said. 8) take 12 (55 mins journey) and 9) HOME! 10) here typing with a smyle on my face.. it's for you..

thank you for smyling back at me.. take care readers.. love ya!!

n btw i need sec. 4's maths text book.. anyone have it and willing to give it to me please, don't hesitate.. the book is yours.. ;)

so to all student from sec. 3/2008 please go to the Quranic Camp on the 28-29 of Dec.. ur present is much appreciated.. everyone is invited.. so u too can go.. more info. please contact wardiah. if you do not have her no, tag me and ask for it. i'll give it to you only after asking for her permission. alright?

daa.. and wassalam.. jwb tau..

R.A.B.M.H.

2008-11-26T07:51:00.000-08:00

life is so hard.. i'm confused.. who's at wrong.. is it me?.. for being a bad daughter?.. or is it my mum?.. who asked me too many favours?.. or is it my dad?.. who's kept on nagging at me, telling me that i'm not suit to be an ITMAJ(student leader).. i'm so confused and sad.. my dad, who's always look down on his children has the ability to make everyone in this house hate him.. i know that he is sick..but that doesn't mean he can look down on me.. doesn't mean that he can do whatever he likes.. i try my best not to hate my dad.. i try my best to abey him.. but things like this always come across.. when my mom asked me to do this 1 favour, i was just about to take my phone. there was a msg for me, then i decided to do what my mom asked me to do first.. then she asked for the second, third then here come the last one.. i was so pissed off.. damn!! i want to read the message!!! but i didn't say that.. instead i told my mom that i'm not going to do the last one.. the bloody fridge is full!! how am i suppose to put all the date's boxes in it + i want to read my MSG!! then here come the voice that i hated the most.. he said: gi tulis resignation form for ITMAJ.. kamu tk layak jd ITMAJ.. mcm gini nk jad ITMAJ.. nk jad ank solehah pon tk bley..blablabla..i was so mad with the words came out from his mouth.. just bcoz of the last favour i refused to do i get all the 'cursed'?.. what the hell man!! i can't accept this.. i did all the 3 favours she asked and this is what i get??? this is what i get for not doing the fark-in last one?!! i feel like telling you everything but i think i better not..at least u get what i feel people..i keep thinking, in this situation who's at fault? is it me? if Allah were to shoot a sin-arrow to any 1 of us, will the sin-arrow pointing on me?.. Allah.. is this my fault?.. i don't know how u act. calculate ur servant's sin, but please, don't add any sin to my account.. i'm the innocent one here.. Aamiin..

the moral of this sheet-in story of mine is -if-u-decided-not-to-do-any-favour-please-dont-decide-first-till-it-come-to-the-last-one-okay-?-

the photo shooting was fun (i'm so sorry for you along, it will be better if u were there) but i didn't get to bring home the photos yet.. soon okay?..

sorry for the 'too many' pictures.. cause these pictures were taken illegally..

i did my make up for the first time in my entire 16+ years life!! i look pretty nice.. hah.. so full of myself.. and mature too.. not again.. hee

so tomorrow i'm meeting someone special.. can't wait! and now it's 12.47am, ..sorry for the late update.. this one is still counted as -today-but-it-is-actually-yesterday's- update..

so long people.. tc!

R.A.B.M.H.

2008-11-24T22:31:00.000-08:00

went to PASIR RIS PARK again today.. we had our lunch first at Syairahim.. the tomyam was super delicious!! yummy!!

here are some pictures at PRP..

and i found this>>

i guess is hard to please everybody.. no matter what i'll try my best to please everyone.. eventhough its impossible..

btw..i'm taking a family photo tomorrow but i'm not excited about it at all.. along will not be there.. its incomplete without him.. along!!! where are you huh?.. along please come back.. let us be together again.. i don't think angah will like the idea of taking a family photo without along.. sape suke sey?.. the schedule is comfirmed.. no matter what, we have to take it without along.. i'd tried to get him.. but i couldn't reach him.. i wonder what is he doing now.. along!! i miss you!! please come home!!

2008-11-23T00:32:00.000-08:00

n btw i'd changed my blogskins.. i think i'll stick to this one for now.. till i find a nicer one.. so people.. keep reading my blog cause i think i'm going to update it everyday.. i hope so.. haha.. k Tc!

R.A.B.M.H.

2008-11-23T00:19:00.000-08:00

haiz.. apelah nsb.. abah tk kasi pegi bookfest.. abah kate laen kali bler ade kt expo baru bley pegi.. blerlh agk nyer ade eh?... abah.. abah..

maya bler nk buat sleepover rmh kau?.. make sure jd please..

i'm in love with mi segera MAMEE perisa KARI BERAPI! delicious i tell you! i usually eat it with small red chillies. YUMMY!..

fi..bler nk kua ramai2?.. jngn lupe ajk aku tau.. aku pon nk ikt...

2008-11-22T08:17:00.000-08:00

aku geram ngan adek aku!! eeee!!! geram nyer!! afiah!!! knp kau tk pnh nk pike perasaan aku?!! aku kac de maen netball so that de hepi..psl aku tau she enjoys playing netball than i do..netball is like her thing.. not mine.. now what do i get in return?!! mntk teman gi bookfest skjp pon tk bley!! yelah.. kwn kau lg important uh dr aku..kua nagn kwn laen ari bley pe?.. ni bookfest last day sey.. i feel happy whenever she's with me..why doesn't she feels the same way?!! are all sisters are like mine?!!

slalu nyer bler kte terserempak kt lua, aku jek yg slalu lari pegi kat de.. klw de, lari dr aku lg ade.. knape uh?... adk aku tk syg aku ke?.. ape sey yg au buat.. i tried my best to please her sey.. knape adk aku mcm ni.. aku ane ade org laen.. de jek lah satu2nyer adk pompan aku.. de tk pnh blg aku de syg aku.. aku jek yg slalu blg de aku syg de.. maybe adk aku tk tau mcm ane nk tunjuk..eee!! tk ske org2 yg tk tau nk tnjk kasih syg.. kasih syg bkn untk dsmpn.. haiz.. aku rase aku betepuk sblh tngn.. aku jek yg syg de.. fiah2.. kwn2 kau lg pntg dr aku kn?.. pegi lah kat drg.. tk yah pike kn aku.. kau ane pnh invite aku to any occasions kau ade ngan kwn2 kau.. aku aje yg bwk kau.. apape lh afiah.. pegi lh hdp ngan kwn2 kau.. klw kau rase adk beradik dh tk pntg kn.. go ahead.. hope ur happy..

so people.. the moral of the story, jngn pnh dpt kakak mcm aku..

klah.. i hope afiah will read my blog..

pape pon.. nsb baek angah ade.. de plak yg nk teman.. angah pon angah lah..

haha:)

2008-11-21T11:13:00.000-08:00

Great... its 3.30 in the morning... i spent the whole night finding a nice blog skins... n i still couldn't find 1..so i'm temporarily using this one cause i think this is the nicest so far... tomorrow is the netball tournament..organised by al-falah's mosque.. n the sad part i can't play..cause i spraint my ankle.. haish! i realy wanted to participate.. but i'm afraid that my team will lose just because of my sprained ankle.. i'm so sorry people.. i'm sure that afiah is better than me.. good luck girls!

tomorrow i'm going to popular bookfest @ Suntec City. i'm going to spend all the left over hari raya's $$$ there.. the bookfest ends on the 23rd.. better be fast peeps!!

and one thing i'd just found out recently is that i am totally different than my 1 and only blood sister..our personalities are totally oppasite..our faces are different..hmm..i couldn't find any similarities..tell me one please..

2008-11-19T01:35:00.000-08:00

hola3...i'm back...so...where should i begin...ok2..let's talk about result...this year..i didn't get to see my result...but ustazah Aida had annouced who gets top 10..so i was 1 of them..so from there i got to know my position..thank god i was one of them..or else i have no idea what my result is..so..i got 8th in class..and my perc. is around 76.80%+..i got to know this from the person who got the 9th place..she got that perc. and i assumed mine will be higher..so thats how i know my result...i'm quite happy with it..alhamdulillah..but i'm definitely going to do better next year..

lets skip everything...and lets talk about next year...ok...of course i can't wait for school reopens..i can't wait to see teacher Zul becoming a dicipline master...i can't wait to see the new toilets...i can't wait for everything!!!i want to go to school...haha..this has been my habit..every year when school ends i can't wait for school reopens..and after a few weeks school opens i can't wait for holidays..haiz..thats me...and one more thing that i'm particular with is to get a comfortable place in class...i hope i could get a seat i'm comfortable with next year..

but...there is something i'm uneasy with...it's about my status next year...i had been chose by the school department to become a JAMTI of the school...i think this is a big responsibility to be take care of...n the worse part i'm not like what they think i am..they shouldn't had chose me...i hope i don't spoil the trust they had given me...i want to perform well in both responsibility that i have..studies and JAMTI..

yesterday i got to know that my 5th, 8th and 12th sisters are becoming the school prefects..thats a good news..mai, sanah, aisyah...do your best kay??...

that's all i think...so long people......take care!!

2008-09-26T08:40:00.000-07:00

D:"rab jadi tk buke rumah maya?"
ME:"tk tau..rab mcm mls gitu..klw kte tk gi awk srg jek pegi eh?"

then she said yeah..oh no.."nk pegi tk nk?..nk pegi tk nk?.."

ME:"k arh nnt kte tnyr bpk kte .."
D:"ok"
call ended..

i'd decided to go but i couldn't ask for my father's permission cause he was teaching..so get ready first ask permission next..that was the plan..huhu..then ironed the clothesbathed and all then just the right time abah finished teaching..

ME:"elo yan jadi pegi tk?"

D:"mak kte kate tk payah pal kte sorang jek kn..awk bley pegi eh?

ME:"bley.."

blablabla

call ended..

BISMILLAAHIRROHMAANIRROHIIM
ME:"abah..ro nk buke umah kawan bley?this time umah maya..tapi kte beli mkn kt lua dulu baru bla bla bla..."
ABAH:"haiz..waste time..waste money.."
ME:"please bah..kite sbnrnyr plan nk buke same2 so..bley arh?.."

then he got no other options but to say ok..psl rab dah siap..hahaha...

ABAH:"balik before 10pm"

ME:"ok:)"

i met yan at BANQUET @ EAST POINT..we go all the way to simei to buy our fav. noodle soup..PNS(prawn noodle soup ..try it!)so we bought one for maya..it was 6.30pm then..yes!!nk dkt azan and we still at Simei buying food..[her house is at Pasir Ris btw:)]so we bought a bottlle of minneral water just in case tk sempat..

then took the train and alighted at Pasir Ris..(duuhh..)we usually take 359 but it will takes us to a longer root so we took 12 instead..alighted at the 3rd bus stop..and walked all the way to her house..arrived and got to know that it'd AZAN(ed) AND her mom cooked AND it was pizza..emm yummy!!..so yan LANGKAH KANAN..hee..

after that maya did al the cleaning..bagus btol anak dare nnie sorang..then me and yan got ready for maghrib prayer..after maghrib i'd to take ablution again cause (you know why)..then did our isha' prayer and chilled..surf the E,talked about stuff,they changed my blog skin..arigato!!and here comes the best part we laid down on her bed and fell asleep..guess what time we woke up?we woke up at halfed past ten..haha..i'd already against the law of having curfew..what to do..it was unintentionally..i sent ummi a message and hope ummi will pass it to abah..then she really did..

"zzz..zzz.."the phone vibrated..

ME:"hello..askum.."

ABAH:"kamu kat mane ni?"

ME:"kat Pasir Ris..msh kt umah de.."

ABAH:"haiz btollah kamu ni..orang suruh balik kul sepuluh.."

ME:"tu arh..mcm ane tah bley tetido.."

ABAH:"haiz..tk senonoh lah tido umah orang..cpt balik..

me:"okay..tngh siap2 pakai tudung ni..k..askum...............abah..abah.."

guess what?he didn't hang out the phone..haha..

so we went home..and thank you cik zaid anta balik..senyum2 selalu..and here i am now..

the night was really peaceful at maya's house..the whole fam. went for tarawih @ Istighfar..so left only the 3 of us..eventhough it was a short one..but it is counted as a very deep sleep..what a confortable and cosy room you have maya..feel like sleeping over your house again one day..can't wait for that day to come..insyaAllah..

so we got the time table for F.Y.E.i like the arrangement this time around compared to the MYE ones..good luck to everyone....

and i would like to take this opportunity to wish all the muslims in the world minal a'aidiin walfaaiziin(Selamat Hari Raya or Happy Rayaday).taqabbalallahu minna wa minkum(may allah bless us here and all of you there-especially during the month of RAMADHAN-)..wakullua'aminwaantumbikhairin(and throughout the year,all of you'll be in a good condition)..Aaamiinn..

TAKE CARE ALL..and GOOD NIGHT!

Askum Wr. Wb.

2008-09-18T05:24:00.000-07:00

hey3..oh my..i got so many works to do..hmm..can u help me?god..i'll be doing the paper 1(s) and orals next week..and i am not ready for that yet..busy week again..nvm the following week will be the hari raya holidays..woohoo..at last..i'm looking forward to that week man..

i think that i am leading a happy life now but someone told me that i am not..maybe she's right..i'm just pretending..the reason i'm doing this is because i want to make myself feel better..she could be wrong too..maybe i am happy but i just couldn't show it..after changing the position of my room, i feel more confortable..i have my own teritory..annd i could say that i'm more hard-working nowadays..i did my homeworks..i know..it may sound like nnothing..but to me it is such an achievement..usually i don't..i hate homeworks..i just don't want to complete them at home..i'll be doing it in the class..people change..same goes to me..i think that's the reason i'm happy now sha..annd there is no other reason i could give..cause there's none..

and one more thing..i told you people i'm in love right? yes, i am..if you ask me who, i couldn't show him to you..one morning i woke up annd realised that i'm in love..i can't really tell how it happened..it won't make sense at all..but i'll be thinking of him in whatever i do..after my love for Allah and his messenger,my love will be his..this feeling is nice..don't know how but somehow it makes me happy..i'll be smyling when thinking of it..

sisters you know i'm secretive now right?i didn't allow you people to read my messages..i hope that won't be a problem..insyaAllah my messages won't be about you guys..just a favour from me..don't read my messages..okay?..i'll be back too normal one fine day..i'll be allowing you guys to read my messages back..but in the mean time..just don't okay..hope you people understand..i trust you guys..

tomorrow i got tajwid tests..wish me luck..yan told me that sheikh told her that the test was difficult..so i better start revising now..nice talking to you..bubbye..

take care

askum

R.A.B.M.H.

2008-09-13T03:59:00.000-07:00

why do i like to waste my time during the weekends?hmm..can someone cure me from this *toot* habit?man..i need to change..i really need to do so asap..

friday my buyot meninggal and sat my ex-malay teacher..what a poor weekend..i didn't get to visit both for the last time..yesterday we were halfed way there..to buyot's house at rengit..but abah decided to cancel the trip..coz he got something on later..somemore it's a fardhu kifayah thing..so he called his brother to represent him..that boyot is my grandmother's stepmother..she was the kindest stepmother in the world..i've never seen one like her before..she treated my grandmother well..even my dad thought so..she even took care of my dad when he was a child..may Allah bless her and let her be with the shuhada' and the sholihin..aamiin..alfatihah..and also to my ex malay teacher, cikgu amini..alfatihah..

i'm quite happy with my tests's results nowadays..i hope to maintain them..
physics= 24.5/30
hadith= 21.5/25(highest 22)
faraidh= 33/35
malay= 43/50
the marks aren't that good but you know bershukur..nanti allah tambah..

my dad had introduced me to a business..but it isn't much like a business to me..it doesn't involve buys and sells..it's a way to create a capital..you just need to have RM495/$225
with you then u can start it..he even introduced it to my bro but he(my bro) just couldn't get the idea of it..it takes time to understand how it works..it took me 2 days to think about it and when i think of it carefully it is an easiest way to find $$$..tell me who doesn't want to have a lot of money?..i do..and i'm sure you want to have them too..hmm..if you want to grab this opportunity together with me you can contact me..what i will do is i will refer you to my dad..and he will explain it to you..i'm just not good at explaining this..i can do so but i'm sure my dad will give you a far better and clearer explaination..u can bring along anyone with you..more information contact me at this no. 81156449.

2008-09-07T11:25:00.000-07:00

peeepss!!!its 2am!!!and i haven't sleep...arrghh!!how am i suppose to sleep? my eyes are still fresh..i think because i woke up at 2pm 'yesterday'..hmph..i'm really bad..i have not completed most of my tasks..haizzz..oh god..i wasted the holidays just like that..i let it passed without making use of it...now its too late too regret..aaarrrggg!!!i'm really bad!!now i can't blame syaitons..they've been tied..i have to blame myself!!it's all my fault..arrgg..hmmm..now i see..the syaitons had trained me well enough to become a bad girl..now they are not here and i'm still bad..HATE them SO much!!!!i feel like not going to school tomorrow..but it's the first day of the forth semester and and and the holidays are over!!okay let me be frank here..

Before:
-arabic essay
-arabic letter writing
-eng essay
-maths ass.
-quran pg:58,59,60,61
-fiqh project

After:
-arabic essay(half way)
-arabic letter writing(teeeetttt!!!x done)
-eng.essay(half way)
-maths ass.(untouched..):(
-quran (memorised:58 only)
-fiqh project(100% DONE!!!!!)(cheat:group project..) U:"no wonder".. I:"i know:("..

so thats all people..AND...I KNOW..THATS BAD..don't follow my steps..btw u have urs..why must follow me..:)sebok jek..klah..bubbye!!

to aljuniedians Cya!

to others Cya too..

hahahahaha....

good night readers..

morning*.....

2008-09-03T10:32:00.000-07:00

Helo everyone..how are you?hope ur fine..i'm fine here..only that my eyes are at 'CLOSING TIME'..hmm..uuurrgg...ouh yeah..yesterday i didn't attend maths extra class..frankly speaking it was because im addicted to korean movies @ crunchyroll.com..i've watched 3 movies with tonnes of episodes in just 3 days..i knnow thats bad..okay i think i got to stop this addictive activity and complete my tasks..why am i so lazy?...i just couldn't look at the books..it reminds me of school and makes me feel double lazy..what am i saying?..haiz..hope u understand..its closing time anw..

today i'd attended the maths extra class..it started at 9 but i arrived only at 10+ i think..hehe..i was late..got to know that sha was facing the same situation as me..we were at our house's bus stop waiting for the bus to go to the mrt station..what a co-incident..nice..at least i had someone with me..i'm not alone..wee!!in the class i spent my time talking, loughing n many more 'works' that have got nothing to do with MATHEMATICS..haha..just was not in the mood..not that i dislike maths..i love it..it is one of my favourite subjects..like i said..wasn't in the mood..

went to ICA building to take photo and replace my Identification Card that i lost 270 days ago..fine $100 as usual..if you lose ur I.C. u will know..but this 1 is for the first timers..i got to know that u will need to have $300 with you if you are the second timers..so the moral of the story is never lose them..save for the first timer..hee..at least IF u were to lose them u r only the first timer..understand?hope u say "right...."

tonight is the forth night of ramadhan..and its the first night that i do not do my tarawih..oh no..i feel bad abt it..the 3 nights before i'd performed my tarawih at mejid kampung melayu coz abah was the imam there..today abah was suppose to be the imam at mejid kampung Holland but there was a technical problem on the mosque's time table..there was another ustaz coming over to the mosque to be the imam there..two imams in a mosque..klaka pe..and the ustaz had arrived while my dad still at home..so my dad told the people there to proceed with that imam..ended up we did our i'sha together and abah went to sleep..i guess this is the only chance he got to sleep while others are doinng their tarawih prayer..bcoz the following night are packed with being the imam of tarawih prayer at mosques all over s'pore..wow..i guess its hard to be a daai'..fuh..big responsibility, big amount of energy used, big amount of petrol used..wow..every steps there's pahala for it..insyaAllah..may Allah give abah the strenght to do all this..Aamiin..off-tarawih for tonight..

i think i'm not going to the maths class tomrrow...ill waste my time anw..but tomorrow's plans are:-

-follow ummi abah to GH..abah is going for the laser treatment for his eyes..hope everything will be okay..

-breaking fast with girlfriends a.k.a. Sstrhd at mai's house..

btw sha i'm so sorry..rab nk teman sha wat i.c. tp mak rab mntk teman gi hospital..sori k..i'll ask somebody to accompany u.. tc!

ok people..till here..it's long enough i think..tc all!

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2008-09-02T07:50:00.000-07:00

haiz..can i be an obedient daughter?ya Allah give me the strength to fight the syaithon..i want to hold on to this principle 'رضى الله في رضى الوالدين'..i know if i obey my parents Allah will definitely grant all my wishes..hmm..why am i saying this?..it was all started on the day i went to Acap's birthday pit..i'd just arrived at 5:30+ pm..met sha,yan and Adilah..then there was jaja too..say hello to the guys and all..i realised i haven't do my asar prayer..and i did performed it..after prayer the 4 of us sat on a bench and chat..suddenly i received a call from my mom..i picked it up..guess what my mom said?"ro cepat siap2 nak balik, ummi abah nak amek kamu"..fuyoo..i tell you...i was really mad..why must they pick me up??!the worst part was i have not eaten anything yet..after maulud with my hungry stomuch, i went home with angah to change and went to the pit..we even took the cab to save the time..my first intention of going to the pit was to grab some food to fill my starving stomuch..but i ended up walking toward my dad's car..then i saw my three little bro's walking toward me..'kakak ro' 'kakak ro' 'kakak ro'..it irritated me..thank god i could holded my anger and didn't let it out on them..i brought them to the car..ouh wait..actually they were the one doing that..they brought me to the car..in the car i was really silent..i didn't say a word..that was my last min 'what to do' plan when i was walking alone to the car..my dad started to asked me Qs..i forced myself to be quiet..i tried my best to be quiet as possible but i couldn't..so i voiced out and told them that i was hungry and have not eaten anything yet..but i say it in a low tone..then my dad said.."ok kalau cam2 kite pegi beli makan"..then i was thinking of fighting back..of course theres more to say.."why must you pick me up?""why dont you trust me?" all the why Qs popped up into my mind..but i calmed myself down..i didn't fight back..you know what i was thinking?hmm..i was challenging myself.."hey rab..this is a small thing..you dont have to fight back..some more what will you get?.." do you believe me if i say that i did think of the syaithons..haha..i didn't want them to win over me..ouh no no no..never..haha guess what?i won! i didn't fight back..but frankly it was hard than what u could think of..really hard..i really force myself to be as quiet as possible..i clear my mind and tell them.."pegi Shairahim eh..nak makan tom yam.."still have that tone but you know better than raising my voice and tell them everything that i was mad about..hmm..i think parents are like that..when they do something that makes u sad they will do everything to please u and cheer u up..u know why?usually when we're going to buy food my dad will ask me to buy..but this time he didn't..he said "nafis, amad gi belikan akak ro makan,...."i was thinking.."aik?!!kenape tk suro aku jek? slalu nyer aku jek yg kene suro..orderlah,pack 2 pack nie lah,.."haha..hmm..i think what they always say is true..'kamurang(kamu orang)klw buat baik kat ummi abah,ummi abah laaagi baik kat kamurang'that's what my mom always tell us..hmm..after buying all the food we didn't go home straight..ummi said that we're going to hougang(long story) to take all the letters from the letter box..guess what?abah asked me to eat the food..i eat and finished them all in the car..burkkkk....keeeeenyyaaaannngggggg..alhamdulillah..hmm that was when i think 'it was not that bad actually,i didn't have to go all the way home by myself, i got to eat my favourite food,i got to sholat maghrib comfortably and peacefully and the best part is i'm safe..'hmm..parents..they are thoughtful..they always want the best for us..hmmm...'ربنا اغفرلنا دنوبنا ولوالدينا والرحمهم كما ربونا صغارا..آمين'..and yeah..i did had fun at the pit..i met all my friends,i played the old maid cards and i didn't become the old maid..unlike the two of them..haha,and gotta see him:)..hee..

that's all i think..hope acap is okay by now, thanks again for inviting me and happy 16th birthday!..

and yan where did you go huh??

and fifi sorry for letting out my anger on you..i feel sorry for you..we bumped at the wrong time..that was the part that my anger was already upstairs..sorry again..

thats all i need to say..and to all and also reminding myself..please listen to your parents..cause what they say will be a doa for us..don't make them angry and say something bad about you..cause it may come true..either now or in the future..wa'iyaazubillahi min zhalik..be kind to them..they are the most precious thing in our life..treasure them..

ok..bubbye for now! salam alaik!

2008-08-29T23:20:00.000-07:00

helo..haha dont know what to say..hmm why do i have problems looking at computers.when i look at them i'll feel sleepy..same goes to watching television..hayyo!!i really can't open my eyes now..okk..let me make it fast..school as usual today..only that it was the last day of school before the holy month of RAMADHAN n the school september holidays.hope to make use of these school holidays wisely..aaamiinn..

TASKS:-
1.Karangan
2.Arabic letter writing
3.English essay
4.Arabic essay
5.Maths ass.
6.Memorise the holy quran pg.58,59,60 and 61
7.Revise Chemistry.

wow..hope to complete all these tasks..AAAAAAAAAAMIIIIIIINNNNNNNNN!!InsyaAllah.

after school acompanied Yan to buy her scarf,when to B.S. to find a dress and when to cj(chewy junior) bought blueberry cheesecake..aaarrrrrggghh!!i'm craving for it!! i want more..!gonna get one tomorrow..went home at 7.45pm

i want to go to Acap's pit tomorrow!!!!hope abah give the permission..

k thats all i think..i'm going to sleep..aarrg!!have not completed tafsir project!!oh no!!tomorrow's the due date..nvm..complete them tomorrrow morning..i couldn't tahan my eyes anymore..k..bubbye!! Tc!!

2008-08-27T19:45:00.000-07:00

hola3..yay!!all the tests are over..fuh!!i'm free now to post..so yesterday was my birthday..it was fun..the fun part was when the guys sang for me the birthday song..they were like a choir..it really melts me..so sweet of them..tanx isa,hafeez n hakim!!tankiu so much..n tanx to syabab too..to all these people-:ifah, Saleh, Sha, Aimin, Angah, Ct.Ice, Wawa, Ummi, Hazwan, Ain, Kak Seri, Mai, Hanisah, Fahimah, Sadiq, Ali, Nad.M, my beloved classmates(3.2), Cik Alimah, Afiah, Amirah(Aimin's sis), Shazeerah, Rabi thank you so much for the wishes..appreciate it a lot..tanx3..n sisters noty eh sabo aku kac basah..tapi tk puas psl tk kuyop..haha..bluek!!u cannot catch me..haha..

1 more thing i'm looking forward to this saturday..it's gonna be fun..btw Acap, HAPPY advance 16th BIRTHDAY!! Happy Birthday to you...Happy Birthday to you...Happy Birthday to AaaaCaaaap...Happy Birthday to you...yeeeeeeeyyy!!!jage kamu..huhu..

2008-08-22T23:09:00.000-07:00

helo..

nothing much to tell..

went to school as usual today..after tilawah i played soccer with the pri.school boys in the hall..it was so fun..but i sweat badly man..huhu..then skip3..we were at e KFC.btw tanx Ain for the food..yan a.k.a. Jenny by fifi was there too..happy?we were there because of this 3 speacial people.and they were kak Aisyah, shazaa n skin..and shazaa i'm sorry for not entertaining u that much..sori k sayang..n skin act. u r not pelokek.you're doing something that u think it's good for you,now and in the future..saving is something everyone should do..so keep on doing it okay sayang..kak aisyah thanks for the advices.shazaa aku dpt jumpe kau.yay!

2008-08-21T00:12:00.000-07:00

hey.. i'm back..lamenyer rab tk post..huhu..cause= technical problem.so not my fault..today my dad just fix the problem.yay!!dah ade internet blek..yeye...hmm..so many things or should i say great things had happened.and the sad part u missed them..haha..sape heran??pe jek rab..hee..tau tk heran..tp tkpe..i just want to share with u my dear GoLb.guess who's GoLb?it's ur new name GoLb..haha.4get about it.hmm..last month and early this month was e most havoc months ever..i started to mix around with guy friends..it was really fun to mix with them..as long as you know the limits..right?..almost every weekends i went out and met the same people again and again..we did a lot of stuff..like studying together,watch movie(hancock).oh yeah i got to know this two pretty girls from almaa'rif.there's one they called her Jaja and the other one is Shira.they were really friendly..i like them..hope to know them better.and the guys..err..i think u don't need to know.it's secret.bluek!nolah..they asked me not to tell.hee.i can't remember all.so i'm just telling you the memorable ones.hmm.
July/04 I met Aimin.
July/05 celebrated Hazwan's b'day.got to know many people,fifi's relatives.
July/07 is the date i started to get close to someone.it was the day we watched Hancock.
July/25 It was Aimin's special day.it was his bday.Happy Belated 18th Birthday Min!
and sadly to say i never meet him again since that day.hope we can maintain our friendship min.
Its August!!
August/07 met sha,fi,adilah and the guys.
August/08(080808) when to plaza Sin.haha that day was the most sweetest and memorable day ever.especially to my beloved friend.Khairuzzafirah.btol tk fi?hee..
August/09 watched fireworks with fifi and the guyssz.i even got closer to him.and i realised i fell for him.i starting to .... him..here comes the saddest part.few days passed and i have not receive any messages from him till today..why is he giving me this silent treatment..i'm missing him..i saw him many times but i didn't feel the connection anymore..what did i do?i just want e old him.the one i met many times during july n august.i don't expect anything else.this have been the only problem that i'm facing these days.or is it me the only one feel this way?there is nothing wrong with him.he's the old him.oh god.i'm confused.aargh!

n to all my sisters..farah,skin,fifi,mai,maya,yana,sanah,shazaa,shaaa,ain and aisyah i am very sorry for not spending most of my time with all of you.let's get back together.like old times.and always remember each and everyone of you is important to me.

jom kua Saturday!!tngk fireworks ramai2..jom3!!!saaayaaannggg krggg!!

klah..dh pnjg sngt ni.hrp dimaafkn klw tengumpat ke ape..klah slamat mlm..

n btw tanx kak seri for the advance bday present and top up for me.noty u..ish..tanx alot kay..saaayaaanng akak.take care!!

2008-06-12T01:36:00.000-07:00

hey3!!yesterday was the most tiring day ever..after maths class was badminton training..then at 5pm i had to go to clementi for atheletic training..it was so tiring that i had to sprint 400 m..oh gosh..and now im having muscle pain all over my body..ouch..every step is a pain..reached home around 8..isha' and went to sleep..

and today was the total opp.after maths class we,yan,sha,mai,fifi,sanah and me went to Toh Seng hawker centre(behind Bugis Junction)and had our lunch there.then to Sultan for zhuhur and went to the library to lepak with fifi,mai and sha..and went home at 5+..

i know my story seems too boring but trust me it is just for the fun of typing and posting..

ok..till then..bubbye!!

and btw the chalet(it was act. club not chalet) was cancelled..grr..but..there is a new plan..BBQ at Pasir Ris Park!!cant wait but not so sure when..haha:)

tc:)

2008-06-09T20:28:00.000-07:00

oh god..why is my holidays so boring??..grr..

my next stop going to be at

=>school(9-11am)-:wed11,thurs12/6,fri13/6,mon16/6,wed18/6(chem class),thurs19/6..others are maths classes..

i kinda like this one

=>sha's chalet on sat14/6 and sun15/6

my beloved sister got an appoitment at KKH.i'm worried for this one.may Allah save her.

=>KKH(3PM)-:wed18/6

this one makes me nervous.cause i'm one of the players not a reserve anymore.

=>badminton match at Wak Tanjong-:tue17/6

=>atheletic match at Bishan Stadium-:fri20/6

and here comes the big day that we've(madrasah student accept for alsaggof.hee) been waiting for from the past 2 years.

=>inter-madrasah at Bishan Stadium.sat21/6

wow!!i've just relised that i have a very big and pack schedules.

now i think my holidays will be more boring without all these activities..

thanks god for giving me the answer to my question and thanks for showing me the way..fuh..i got a straight answer from god through this post..

ive got what i wanted and now its time for my hungry tummy to get what she wants..FOOD of course..and btw my tummy is a girl..merepek..

bubbye!!

tc!!

2008-06-08T02:01:00.000-07:00

hey3!!!i'm here again since that day i posted..i think i'm going crazy after my dad had left for umrah..i'm missing him..:(today..sorry yesterday at 11.30am we went to the airport to send abah..the departing time was actually at 1.30pm but he had to go in earlier to settle stuff..so we departed earlier at 12.30pm..but id broke a record..i didn't cry not even a tear..cause this time abah go there with his kind of brotherhood..so no need to worry of his health..they will take care of him..and id also prayed and asked Allah to take care of abah too..hope he will arrive there and come home safely and also gets umrah mambrurah..Aaamiin..

so cik atep(my uncle)took abahs place drived the car home..on our way the 3 dols wanted to go to Pasir Ris Park..so we went there..nothing much to tell besides we were too hungry finding food and ended up eating MYOJO Thai Tom Yam..then we went home at 5+..

ahhh..home at last..i cooked PNS again today..but this time ive added a new ingredient..not much..just some fish balls..then i eat them with the cili kicap..yummy!

msning..

friendtering..

and now blogging..

so that's all..got badminton training tomorrow.. and haven't prepare anything..so gtg..

daa~

2008-06-03T00:17:00.000-07:00

yay!!i was right!!!hasanah told me that Hassan is fael's friend..padan arh mke hassan familiar gler..tanx far tanye kn..so today i didn't go for the maths class..i was too tired..sorry teacher..mom woke me and asked me to cook PNS(prawn noodle soup)so i woke up, brushed teeth and went to the kitchen straight..so i started cooking..i never had a fix ingredient for all the food i cooked..so for today's PNS i mixed all the non-fix ingredients..and it turn out so delicious..dad said,"sedap nyer,ape kamu letak nie?"then i told him..and the ingredients are-:

the SOUP

1.prawn(3 bowls)
2.2 big onions
3.5 garlic
4.beef soup stock
5.water
and lastly 6.cili kicap

dont forget the noodle..you can eat it with rice too..

thats all..

selamat mencuba..

got maths class again tomorrow..oh no!!i haven't finish chapter 7..

bubbye!!

dont forget to try a simple yet tasty PNS..

BYE AGAIN!!

2008-06-02T18:30:00.000-07:00

wow!!!lame 2 tk post!!lame gila baby pnyr!!hahax!!rase mcm nk pdm jek blog nie...tkpe2..lets start all over again!!!hai3!!people2 of the world...1st of all let me tell all of u that i love u all so much..cause we share the same world together..as member of the same earth let's celebrate the EARTH DAY together!!!if EARTH DAY had past lets celebrate it again!!wow!!i know its too late for me to tell this..but just let me go through what ive had missed..ok..i got 72.49% for MYE 2008..10th place..bigger no compared 2 6th last year..lets look at e bright side of life..bigger means better..haha..hope 2 improve..duuhh..i know..wish me luck..the key to success that i found is..wanna knoe?i think is to do all your homeworks..homeworks means at home..not at school..always remember that...act. i am reminding myself 2..so i went to school today..got maths class..then i got to know many stuff..that some of my friends were going on for their 1st date!!naughty them..so went to LJS with them after class..and we went separate ways..
1.rab>accompany mai to buy her jeans.*regreting*
2.farah>she didn't come.*wondering why*
3.skin>no sign of her there.(where is she?)
4.fifi> with sha meeting someone
5.mai>with me searching for her jeans.(faded or grey?)
6.maya>went to watch NARNIA with *cough**cough*
7.yan>same like her 6th sister.*cough**cough*again.
8.soneh>with aisyah went to vivo to meet the Irshadians..
9.shazaa>where were you shazaa?!!!
10.sha>with fifi..met new friend huh?
11.ain>u 2..how?
12.aisyah>with hasanah to vivo..

found what she wanted and home!!

people like fifi,sha,maya,yan and ain you people have got a lot to tell..cya tomorrow peeps! maths class again!!

got to pray!!

daa..

hee

bubbye!!

2007-11-18T07:15:00.000-08:00

ish dah lame rab tk post eh?...hmm..kali nie rab nk post bahase melayu..bley kn? rab tk post psl rab mls arh..tapi tkpe..nie rab dah rajin, rab nak post bnyk2..okay..cuti pon dah tber..alaaa..lame arh rab tk dpt jmpe de..mane bley gini..klw rab ade no. tepon de at least rab dpt contact ngan de..ok skrg kte blk pade ape yg dah jd selame rab tk post..

ain ade snpm no. de..tap syg...rab pnh mntk tap de blg ade org dah delete no 2..de kate akak de..ape nk wat..dah tkde nsb..tapi tkpe masey ade bnyk care untk dpt kn no de..1 hari nnt rab mest dpt no de..rab tk kesah klw de ade matae ke tk..kesah jgk arh..tap skjp jek..yg pntg rab dpt bekawan ngan de..rab pnh tejmpe bpk de kat mejid..time 2 bpk rab tngh bbl ngan ustaz jamal skli ade 1 org nie dtg pas2 slm bpk rab ngan ustaz jamal 2..abey mak rab blg..."a'...itulah bpk bdk yg kamu ske 2.."..abey rab amek gamba de..haha..pathetic eh?..pas2 rab pegi bugis street jmpe kwn2 rab..yan, sha, maya n fifi..rab tnjk drg gamba 2 abey fifi tk dpt tngk psl de kejakn bas de..so 2 lah citer yg plg tk pntg..tap rab nk blg jgk..

result rab dah dpt ari sabtu lps..oklah..memuaskn..perc. improve by 3%..79.96% lagi skt nk 80%..tap tkpe bershukur..nnt allah tmbh next year...aaamiiin...position no. 6..smpi si2 jek lah position yg rab ley dpt..slg 5 bdk pndi kat klas rab 2 ade..act. rab ingt rab klas 3.1..rupe nyer klas tk campo..wee~ske tau..so rab klas 3.2..yg rab tk ske klas 3.2 asl tau? psl rab tk dpt ddk kt tmpt yg rab ske..agk nyer klw rab 3.1 sng skt arh nk choose tmpt ddk..psl pompan de tk bnyk kn..haha..ape pon 2008 im gonna rush 2 the class n get a comfortable sit for myself..woohoo..yelah tmpt kn maen peranan yg bsr..klw tmpt tk selese pljrn akan terjejas..itu bagi rab arh..klw yg lain tk then drg ley ddk ane2 jek..i aim 4 the sit yg yan ddk 2..psl dis year i thought of sitting there..tap tk dpt..yan dah ddk..dis year tk kn yan lg..give me the chance yan..plz...rab tk brape ske arh klas de..dah lah tk dkt ngan toilet..nk tngk de nnt ssh..pas2 tk cntk plak 2..kipas tk ley on lah..tk fair tau 3.4 dpt klas air-con..bende nie smer pnting untk dbncangkn..klas rab bgi kn rmh rab yg kedue..tmpt ddk rab bgikn blk rab..2 psllah bende kecik2 gini pentg bagi rab..

so next year sisters tggl 10 yg same klas ngan rab..im so sad..dont talk to me..oh..plz..dont mention..dis year 11..next year 10..2009? nau'zubillah..sisters kte smer kene lakukan solat hajat arh..kte mntk supaye jngn ade lagi yg fail..n shazaa kau blk cpt pas2 klw bley msk aljunied..klw retain kn ade skin..at least skin ade kwn..ape pon rab slalu doa kn yg terbaek untk smer..mcm mane doa supaye skin tk fail ley tk smpi eh?..maybe rab bnyk dose arh..smpi doa rab terhijab..ape pon rab tk kn give up doa kn krg..krg pon begi2 ye?..smpi di sini jek dulu k..bye..

2007-09-05T21:47:00.000-07:00

i started tahfiz yesterday with maya and skin. it was so peaceful. there were only four pupils include me and a teacher. her name is ust. Zahidah. she's from madr. al maarif. the room was air-conditioned. i love it. the lesser the pupil the faster i can go and hafal or ia'adah/murojaa'. they'll reduce the class to twice a week which is i dont know is it good or not. they are cancelling the monday classes. and it'll be from 4 to 6. i prefer the old one. maybe the changes will make it easier for me. so i have more free time to do school works. i think. and also during the fasting month/ramadhan i would not be so tired. but why are they changing the time. ish!

after that we met yana and sha at Simei's Banquet. they were from their maths tuition. we took some pictures there. they said they miss the two of us. haha. we just met on monday at school act. then maya had to rush home because her mom dah bising. she said that. yan wanted to walk home from there but we persuaded her to take the MRT to tamp with us. we told her it was dark and her camera cost $499 so she had to keep it safe by taking the mrt. i know it did not make any sense. but finally yan followed us. then we saw maya at the platform. we pretended that we did not know her. haha. funny. then the mrt arrived. at tamp. yan walked to the diff. exit. but sha and i thought that we gonna meet at the int. so we waited for her then we saw her. she was thinking of going home walking. gler sey dek 2. dah lah jauh, malam plak 2. then sha called her and asked her to come back. then she laughed. she took 292 sha 291 and i took 3 home. and today i am chatting with yana and farah.

07. sydney white & seven dorks. says:
kte blm mndi sey
02. Farah says:
haha
02. Farah says:
same
01. RABbit says:
same
01. RABbit says:
haha
02. Farah says:
hahahahahahaha
07. sydney white & seven dorks. says:
woooooooo
01. RABbit says:
we rule

now the time is 1:40 pm

hee~ we really rule!

2007-09-02T01:01:00.000-07:00

im here at my father's office. we just finished our majlis sambut ramadhan just now. and now im using the computer here. i used to have I.T. class here. dah tk lagi dah. malas nk bngn pagi. kuang3. tomorrow ade tahfiz and at the same time ade mukhoyyam at sch. tepakse ponteng tahfiz. first day tahfiz dah ponteng. haiz ape nk jadilah. but its okay wed and fri also have. so no worries. yesterday when i was cooking i felt like going to kenc. then i went to the toilet i realise i cant pray arh. so how eh maya? nk tahfiz dpt gaji plak. last friday, we celebrated teacher's day at school. i enjoyed the show. overall it was awesome. tanx guys. i went home with maya, sha and yan. i alighted at afghan. then i stared at this guy. hes so cute. i turned around and i saw a guy wearing alj.'s uni and holding a kompang. then i realised it was imanuddin. there were muhaimin, taufik and this 1 guy i dont know who. he's aljuniedian. they saw me staring at the guy. so embarassing. then i smyled at them and walked away. then somebody was calling me i turned around. it was muhaimin he wanted to wave at me. then nk tk nk wave back arh. paisey sey. abey yg lain tngk kan jek. but honestly muhaimin cute.the way he wave and smyle mcm cool gi2. itu psl mcm ssh nk wave back. cair sekejap. i realised that muhaimin likes to tego. hes always the one yang tego. gentleman btol lah dek 2. bgs2. k arh thats all. talked with shazaa at first tk ley tahan. then talked again in the class. this time better. so shazaa talk to you again next time. jngn blk next year ehk!!